I'm not like any usual teenage girl. Far from it. I'm quiet, but if you know me, I'm loud. You never know what's going on in my mind, because, even I don't. I try to act normal. Not depressed. Happy. My mask has gotten believable... until I get into an upset mood. But the thing about showing emotions for me, is that if I show any sign of anger or sadness, my mom thinks I automatically need to go back onto my meds. I don't cry in public unless I have to. Like at a funeral, or getting hurt so bad the pain is so excruciating that I can't hide it anymore. And trust me, I have a REALLY HIGH pain tolerance. I'm happy-go-lucky when I'm not focusing on the depression eating its way into my soul. I have THE greatest boyfriend EVER! I always thought I could only dream of a guy this great, sweet, passionate, adorable, funny, talented, loving, and musically inclined. But my dreams came true. Which is the most I could ask for. A roof over my head, food in my stomach, clothes on my body, shoes on my feet, and the greatest companion to go on any adventure through life with. I  mean, I guess my life is pretty great, but it definitely has some downs to go with all these ups.. Such as no one understanding me. But I guess it's hard to do that when I don't understand me, myself.... that's still a work in progress.. I'm a country girl at heart, but I have a very open mind, which is why no one gets me. Because my mind is SO open that it's always going 90mph... i love horse back riding, swimming, sports, muddin', animals (of any kind), cooking (although I don't do much baking because its less hands on and  forget it's in the oven sometimes (rarely))  and I LOVE singing... even though I've had this HUGE  stage fright problem since 3rd grade.. But I'm slowly getting over it. I'm 15, almost 16 on February 10th. I guess that's all the basics. Kik is lovelyflirtyfunkat (don't ask I was 11) and snapchat is kaysgurlkat9 People say I give good advice, so if you need any hit me up.. XOXOXOXOXOX :)