Why? Why do I feel so dead inside, so cold? Why does everything I do hurt? Why does everyone hate me? Why do they make fun of me because I can't hit a softball? I've never hit one in my life before now? Why do you call me fat? Why do you call me stupid? You see that picture up there? Yeah, that's me 4 years ago. Now, 3 girls at my lunch table and pretty much every guy at school hates me. All because I'm fat. I'm going to stop. Stop eating. Please help me. This isn't fake. I'm making a real life journal, so comment or don't. But I need something... Someone...