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UhM hi, I'm alive. I've had a lot of comments about people wanting me to continue Tomato Bastard, and I wanna say something;
2019 was a hard year for me, Tomato Bastard turned into a way of venting. Which is why it has all the dark scenes included in it. I can't guarantee that I'll finish the fic, but I'm going to at least try. My mental health has started acting up again, so I may see if it helps again.
I'm up to a tricky point in the fic to write as I'm asexual and the two are having s*x in the hospital toilets. Once I get unstuck from this point I'm going to try and continue it. Once (if) I ever finish the fic, I'm going to go through it and make it more realistic, because angst is good, yeah. But it's a bit - far? As obviously, it was venting. Wasn't meant to be a work of art!
I'd like to say a big thanks to the people who've been supporting the fic, I'm genuinely surprised about it. I never expected people to actually read it. It means a lot that you like it, even if the chapters aren't even grammar checked lmao.
I also would like to say, as that fic was a vent piece, it is under no circumstances meant to be romanticising any of the harmful topics included, it was just a way for me to get out my emotions without me harming myself. It's also not historical. At all. I've never studied history so it would be stupid for it to be-
- KawaiiMapleLeaf//Steel