Chloe

I'm legit writing like a poem type thing (idk if I'd be classified as a poem) but I hate poems. Its just flowing right outta me like tf who am I 

Guess who almost fainted in choir todayyyyy it twas me >:0 legit it was just from sing too hard or too much like tf- I've had a problem with feeling the feeling of needing to faint for months now its basically daily where I feel like I'm gonna faint I haven't but I have a feeling I will at some point. Sometimes it's cuz people say things about blood which makes me queasy. Sometimes it's just random I'll be walking and my legs feel like jelly and I fall to the ground. The first time it was from me being grossed out was the fucking 3RD DAY OF SCHOOL AND I FELL LIKE 5 TIMES BECAUSE I WAS STUBBORN SO PEOPLE SAW ME MAKING A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF then a teacher stopped me got the nurse I GOT WHEELED OUT INTO THE NURSES OFFICE IN A WHEELCHAIR CUZ I ALMOST FAINTED but boy did I feel so wrong to be in that wheelchair and by the time the nurse came I felt fine to walk so uGh then they called my mom and said the situation which I absolutely hated that they told her cuz she don't need to know about my problems. After that I was scared to be in there and had multiple breakdowns in there :) I'm outta there now since it was only for 1/3 of my school year but crazy shit the class was woodworking (making a bench) I won't be mentioning what made me almost faint in that situation cuz I don't wanna gross people out but if you really wanna know just message me but I don't recommend  (this shit is long af)

uMMMM hEyyyyyyy it's been over a YEAR god damn how are you people I've been depressed and anxious af I have too many Wattpad accounts that I forget about 7 of them oops

Hi! How are you doing?

Happy birthday!:) 

Any movie suggestions?? I'm bored out of my mind and want to watch a good movie :)

I forgot about this but I just remembered that in FACS (cooking, baking, and sewing class) I was holding hands with my friend and the teacher told us we couldn't show any kind of affection during school which is bs but what is even more bs is that guys in that class will sit on each other and call each other daddy .-. And she says nothing about that like tf me and my friend have done that in other classes and teachers were fine with it though the other teachers weren't fine with they guys weird thing ._. Which makes sense I just hate school 

Hiii how is everyone doing?? :) My life has been getting quite chaotic honestly so I haven't been on Wattpad lately but I'm gonna try to see how everyone's doing once a week :) I'll also update on how life has been or any exciting things for this week it's just been boring shit so that's all. I hope everyone has a lovely week <3

I'm live on Twitch my Twitch is uwukawaii_cute 

Today in choir we had to watch ourselves sing at our choir concert so that was cringy to watch but we also played this game called the mannequin game and you had to stay as still as you could. As a person with a tic disorder that is very hard to do .-. and just knowing that I'd have to stay still made my tics worse. While doing it I was obviously moving a lot and I had stuck my tongue out as a tic. Once we finished she said she'd videoed it and she was gonna download it and we were gonna watch it D: PEOPLE AT MY SCHOOL DON'T KNOW ABOUT MY TICS- AHHHH it finished downloading and I hid behind my friend saying kill me because I knew what was gonna happen. Once it got to that part that I stuck my tongue out everyone looked at me judgingly and some said Chloe in a judging tone. One person mocked my tics. I started crying a bit out of embarrassment and also I didn't like everyone staring at me. sOoOo tHaT wAs sO mUcH fUn also during lunch my friend told me that she told the teacher what happened and now she wants to talk to me- :P she knows about my tics but like the only other people that knew about my tics were my 2 friends and my friend's friend that I'm kinda friends with 
          
          Hope everyone's day is going SO MUCH better than mine .-. and now I have dance for 4 hours in 30 mins so :< then I also have homework that due tomorrow and it's confirmation homework so it's gonna take 2-3 hours I'm just dying iTs fInE-