Hello my wonderful friends. I know I've been bad at updating and all, but I've had so much to do. I'm also going back and editing some books. I was going over In love...So be it and the author's note that I wrote before chapter seven really made me think. At the time, all I had was my friends. Some of those friends were fake. Then I met someone.
Everything I wrote in that author's note is true. You have to let go of the past to look forward to the future. You might not read this and you might not even read my books, but you have people that are here. And I didn't realize that until just now. It may seem like everything is not going the way you would like, but that's life. Life doesn't do what you want and that's okay. It's okay to not know everything. It's okay to not be okay.
I miss my eighth grade year. It was so simple, but I thought it was the end of the world. I'm now in high school, and it's not great but I'm getting by. I realize as I'm growing up; I can't do what I could when I was younger. I won't be able to play and be a kid. I grew up too fast. I started writing when I was fifteen. I'm sixteen now and I still don't know everything about the world and I take everything for granted. I think that school is the worst, but I won't be able to go to school and just complain. I'll have a job, a family. And people take being a child for granted.
I love you y'all and thank you so much for reading my books. I couldn't have it any other way. So please, if you are still a kid, be a kid. You don't want to grow up so fast. And if you are an adult, did you grow up too fast? Don't let your mind tell you that you are not enough or whatever, be yourself.
Cathy<3333333
