Hi. Its me.
I know I haven't been active a lot.
It's just... we're only 3 months into 2019 and it's already been hell on Earth.
This year, one of my best friends committed suicide on February 7 around 5 AM. Naturally, I felt as though I had some blame, seeing as how I hadn't spoken to her for a few days before and I decided to text her when it was already too late.
I still haven't gotten over her.
Most days I wake up with puffy eyes as a result.
My family doesn't help either. But they're trying, and that's what counts.
And now here comes high school; New places, new people, new challenges, etc.
I don't think I'm ready.
As a result, my mom and I reached out and I began seeing a counselor.
I have been diagnosed with anxiety and I possibly also have depression.
In addition to all of this....good stuff, my school hasn't been helping at all. I have this one teacher who infuriates me (and I'm one of those kids who do nothing bad) and the other teachers give me loads of homework.
I can't take it.
As a result, I haven't been writing as much as I should.
Eventually, I will come back.
Just not right now. I have to get my life together first.