I have hope that one day the mom I knew was back. The one that had joy and happiness fill her eyes and that she would rarely get stressed out. The one that no matter how hard things got she was always happy because she had us. She put herself over us. She chose her us over her love. She marries someone that could make our lives better. That's what I have hope for. That she would stop stressing out. I am here in my bed with tears filling my eyes all watery and fogging hoping that someone will hear me. I've tried everything for her to come back to the way she was, but I guess its all on hope. I love her so much that I can't even explain. I love you mom. I hope you see this and that you stop stressing out on things.