kaylyd

I've been doing weeeeell, life's been pretty challenging but it's all well! HOW ABOUT YOUUUUU HOW ARE YOU DOINGGGGG

To all my readers, and to the many friends I've made since:
          
          I imagine you've noticed that I haven't uploaded a single story for almost a month; Goodbye, I Like You Too has been a month and a half. I also imagined that all of you may be wondering if maybe I have abandoned it all. 
          
          I wish I could assure you that I'm not, or that I'm just encountering a writer's block. But I can't. I'm just not in a very good state right now. I know I've made these statements quite a few times, but that really is the truth. I was in the process of writing when something happened and I had an emotional breakdown. Since then, I haven't been myself at all. I have just started talking to my mother again, I can't even get myself to listen to music, even though I love to sing very much. I just feel sad and desolate.
          
          Though not that I haven't been trying. I really love writing. And I value those who love my stories so much. It's one of the things that makes me happy. But every time I stare at the words, my mind just goes blank and no words come out. And it breaks me to realize that my heart isn't in it like it was before. I still love to write, but there's this big wall around me that ultimately stops me.
          
          So I have decided to take a break from writing altogether. Even though it hurts to say that, I think this is the best solution I can give myself. 
          
          I know this is quite long so I'll end this by saying sorry. I'm really sorry if I failed you all. I love you guys but I really need to choose myself this time. If and when I'll get back, I don't know, but hopefully I'll get myself together soon because this experience has been the happiest moments of my life. Writing doesn't only help me, I've bonded with a lot of people too (even though we share different time zones). Having only three friends whom I can really trust in real life, none of them knows that I write. So to have bonded with a lot of people who share my interests made me really happy.
          
          I really hope you will all understand. ILY!

I recently discovered that there are so many Jinbyul stories herw in wattpad, but sadly, most of them are written in languages that aren't English. 
          
          So kudos to the writers whose mother tongue isn't english but try so hard to use the language so international readers can understand. It's hard. I would know.
          
          Here's some hearts to show my appreciation. 
          ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Again, wattpad, you seem to have problems internally. Why do you suddenly crash every damn time? 

Hello my lovies. I just posted a short fanfic drabble about another couple (western tv characters) I'm currently obssessed with. If you're familiar with the MacGyver reboot, this story is about Mac and Riley.
          
          I know that all of you are Byul stans, but maybe you could drop by this story and give it some love. Maybe you'll fall in love with the story along the way. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/224649644

https://twitter.com/diorhwajen/status/1259670351245488128?s=19
          
          A twitter thread solely dedicated to our Jinbyul. 

This may be a bit boastful to say but I really love getting notified about comments in my stories. There's something about reading comments that say they love my stories or how my stories are well written, it really boosts up self-esteem. Now I've been really fighting against low self-esteem for a while, so I really appreciate reading feedbacks like that. You don't know how it helps and how I appreciate it.
          
          Thank you very much. 

I'm bored and feeling blank. Hahaha. You? 

Who's awake?

Now I finally understand what 'cabin fever' is like.
          
          *sigh*
          
          Humor me guys, what are you all up to nowadays?