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somebody please be friends with me

maret 2?? huhhhhh ternyata udah lama. 

whats up whats good folks this is one of those moments where i suddenly got lots of spirits and wanna yap all the mothafuckinf goddamn time!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

whwnever i wanna text people now i should just k  myself immediately

i ended up falling asleep after i got another anxiety attack and my heart felt toxic as fuck. i wish i can convey it perfectly, my heart felt so insane like so many negative and dangerous shits trapped inside it

mom's definitely need help
          i dont wanna help
          cz i hate her

dyng here, right here right now

i wish i can send you the loves i wish i can give you all my love i wish i can give you all my love i wish i can give you all my love
          
          
          
          to me

all gone

my body is all in pain because of this anxiety