dh :3

ssh im still alive. but you never know

changed it
            
            haechan i love you

i guess my haechan picture is too hot

but i can't feel anything

i still have to pretend i'm in this religion

hot sauce was good too

i remember why i stopped my nct era it was just because their music was not good enough for me. especially nct dream ones. i just.... ~_~ i will try them again and try more... but of course it's such a let down. no title track from nct can satisfy me as much their title track in 2016-2018. (though 2019-2021 boom, make a wish, lemonade were good asf). i just realized this lol. thank god 127's title track in 2023 were good.. fact check and ay-yo are good. 2 baddies has potential, but... yeh. nct dream, however.... idk... hahah. i should try again. smoothie was pretty good, i think. it also feels like fate, i literally found smoothie on my timeline after so long not finding anything about nct at all. cool. many side songs and underpromoted songs seem to be worthy listening... i will check them all out... nct is so fun but still i think i'm stuck in their older eras... so many members just make me dizzy. end it. stop it god

i wonder how these writers are doing now. bonvoyaji.. too.. felice... all ff writers i liked and left here, how are they doing now

once, i think, they shared their ao3 link. AND I THINK I'VE SAVED IT? but i think i've lost it.
            
            burpodeng pls come to life...

im curious with their writings. please

makes me wanna do it

WHEN WILL I MOVE ONNNN

oh god im still hurt thinking she will disown me and i'll lose everything but myself and my dream life and dreams

but yea