Keeks

Hai! =3

People suck

Ok cool

I can't stand people. Some how I'm always sucked into drama I don't want. Humanity is crushing me. I wish that I could just not exist on the earth for a few days or something. I'm just really sad but I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want to be that person who whines about everything. I feel like I need to put others ahead of myself. I know that sounds bad but I honestly don't really care about how I feel. I would most likely put one of my friends in front of myself. I mean I can't do that now cuz.. I don't really have any friends at the moment..
          
          Anyway, here's why I'm sad:
          
          - my so called "friend" hates me
          - my other friend is secretly taking her side cuz their close
          - I'm fat
          - I don't eat much 
          - I'm starving myself
          - I feel like I don't have a family
          - I keep having this scenarios in my head were one of my family members die
          - I cry to much 
          - nobody gives a crap

In what form

When I said I wasn't going to continue the story.. I didn't mean I didn't have courage or that I'm a coward. I meant the part about love. I can't write about something that reminds me that I'm alone. Again I am so sorry I sucked you into a story that I wasn't going to finish. I just need to work out my stuff and take a step away from mostly everyone. 
          Hangouts friends: if you text me and I don't reply that means I'm stepping away from you for a while. Maybe like a couple days? (2)

I'm thinking of writing a drama series, and I might even include a few people on wattpad. Pm me if you would like to be one of those people. That's it, Bye!