keijeons

i don't really like kpop anymore, still an army but it kinda fizzled out lol i got back into anime over quarantine and im into genshin now sooo 
          	i just kinda missed the community here on wattpad but many ppl also changed or left like i did hnnngg i miss writing daegu too T^T

keijeons

i don't really like kpop anymore, still an army but it kinda fizzled out lol i got back into anime over quarantine and im into genshin now sooo 
          i just kinda missed the community here on wattpad but many ppl also changed or left like i did hnnngg i miss writing daegu too T^T

keijeons

oop so many things changed uhmmm n e who i go by bugz now also new pronouns uhmm i still don't like the way wattpad puts ads on nonpaid stories so if you wanna read my stuff feel free to find me on AO3 my acc is fa3ral :] 

keijeons

im moving over to ao3, my account is @keijeons if you want to still support and follow me. if you just wanna chat or anything, my socials are in my bio here. it was a fun journey here, but wattpad has been running things in a way that i don't agree with so im deleting the app and then going to decide what to do with my account. i hope you all love yourselves and have wonderful dreams.
          love you all, 
          mateo (used to be gray)

keijeons

okay hi i've been contemplating this for a while now and i want to say, im nonbinary. i go by all pronouns, however i feel uncomfortable going by she/her the majority of the time. please use he/they when addressing me (if you slip up and call me she/her on accident, it's okay, that's why i say all pronouns !!) im not out to my family, i've tried before in the past and they weren't accepting, so as they still continue to call me she/her, i would prefer everyone else to call me he/they. 
          another issue that clogged my mind when thinking about this is that, i don't believe im trans, i don't feel dysphoria in the way a trans person feels. im not labelling myself as trans, it's also not my intent to cause harm to the trans community. this whole gender identity thing is just so complicated and i don't want to ponder and wait and be unhappy during the time im trying to find out who i am, so please, bear with me and my identity issues. thank you for understanding !!

keijeons

tw// su*cide
          
          
          
          i just had my first appointment with a psychiatrist and i told her about my attempts and SHE TOLD MY MOM IM LITERALLY DJDJDK AND MY MOM WAS CRYING, MY MOM NEVER CRIES OMFG- AND THEN MY MOM TOLD MY DAD I HATE LIFE I DO I JUST WANTED TO GET BACK ONTO ANTIDEPRESSANTS PLS DEAR GOD