When I'm alone I'm always thinking
Being happy but I'm done trying
Yes, I'm still breathing
But I'm slowly drowning
Staring at the ceiling
Without blinking

I want to end this fucking life
The words y'all throwing is like a knife
Standing in front of the cliff
Wishing someone to took me out

I need to see a fucking light
A shoulder to cry over night
And a hand, to hold me tight
Be with me at all the fight
But i know what always right

Yes I'm rude
Because I'm mad
I am sorry
But I'm not that bad
Hope y'all understand
Because I'm sad

By: Cyd Zchy