Ema

You once hated love 
          You once hated bliss 
          You once promised not to fall in love 
          A silent promise
          Then.... 
          Suddenly all those promises seemed childish 
          You became vulnerable
          Then.... 
          You once fell in love
          You once loved bliss..... 
          You made a promise to be inseparable
          This time a spoken promise 
          Then.... 
          The trials.... What more.... 
          The Adventure was over  ....
           In the end....you realised you were broken 
          He broke it..... He broke you 
          You felt stupid for breaking your walls
          You felt crazy for ignoring never returned calls 
          Diagnosis..... Depression... 
          Then.... 
          You recovered... Or at least you thought so 
          .... Back to square one.... 
          ... Took years to build your walls back.... 
          Now.... 
          You hate love 
          You hate bliss
          Your lonely yes.... But you feel 
          In loneliness.... There's your bliss
          You can't be blamed for being hateful.... 
          Society did this 
          Society made you... Right from the start.... 
          Your were the clay..... Unknowingly you let it mould you. 
          ..... ...... .....  ..... 
          
          
          

Yes it's good to find love and pure bliss but how do you fully understand it.  sometimes stay alone and discover sadness..... Not that its better but it'll help to understand happiness☺✨