your words mean a lot to me lu really i have been so worried about this for the longest time and what’s most important to me is that you’re here because you want to be and not because you feel like you have to be because i never want to do that to you it’s not fair. i always am happiest when we talk and even if you’re just talking about your day or complaining or anything all of it makes me happy just to be listening
basically i just am delusional and have insane attachment issues and i don’t know how to deal with it even though i know i’d rather hear you’re resting after working hard and doing good things