hi
i just wanted to say that i’m temporarily closing my account and putting my books on hold. i’m not even sure if they’re still up and published because on my phone it says i’ve unpublished them but not on my ipad, but i’m putting them on hold nonetheless.
i know it’s been months and years since i’ve last updated my books; quite honestly i thought i’d be able to write anything during summer/quarantine, but i just haven’t been totally inspired or motivated to keep writing the entire time, despite having said that i’d do so months ago. and i’m sorry.
i actually haven’t been writing anything unless it was for school or to relieve stress. the farthest i could ever go is honestly just daydreaming of what to write, but due to so much stress, anxiety and other mental health issues weighing down on me, i couldn’t bring myself to put my thoughts into words to the best of my ability for people to enjoy.
this temporary closure is way beyond just me and my writing — i still love writing but given i can’t even fend for myself, be myself or comprehend myself especially everything and everyone around me, it’s become harder and harder to live with actual life. this is all to the point that i’ve decided to put some weight off for a while, such as writing, updating my books and being on social media in general. should you see me comment on books here or be active on my socials, that doesn’t mean i’m back. it’s just me finding some time for myself and i hope some of you don’t see it ad means to ask me when i’ll be updating again.
once again, i’m sorry. having said that, i’ll be keeping my works published for those of you who do want to read what i have of my pathetic fanfiction while i’m away. i’m unsure of a return, and for that i’m sorry— especially if you’ve been one of those people who waited years months and such for something as small as an update. despite that, for everything like the comments, reads and general appreciation of my craft, thank you.
til then,
yani.
