kenmasfavhoe954
Ok this is a rant.
So i want to go out for my birthday and i already got everything planned out except for the guest and my dad is the on family member i tell everything to and i dont lie to him but i havent told him about it yet cause im scared he will say no and if he says no then that means no forever and i really wanna go out with my friends to the mall cause i dont want a big birthday party i just want a laid back chill birthday but since covid is still out there my dad doesnt want me to even look outside cause i could possibly catch it but i just want to have fun and i dont know what to do cause if i tell him then im 100% sure he is going to say no but then if i dont i will feel bad cause i tell him everything and i said i wasnt going to do anything for my birthday cause of how my last birthday went now i dont know how to feel cause i wanna go be a kid and hang out with my friends but my dad has always been there for me and has told me the truth and only the truth and thats how we do things we tell eachother everything and i cant sneak out cause i dont have anyone who can drive me ughhguhhhhhhhhghghghgh i hate life.
