Keomi

I'm drowning, and you're standing three feet away screaming "learn how to swim."

I'm never good enough. No matter what I say or do.

What if I told you, 
          I wanted to die?
          That I'm tired of living, 
          Of being alive.
          
          What if I said, 
          It gets worse at night?
          The thoughts get louder, 
          And nothing is right. 
          
          What if I lied, 
          And said everything was alright? 
          No I'm crying, 
          I swear I'm alright. 
          
          What if I died? 
          I doubt you'd even cry. 
          Would you even care, 
          If I took my own life?

"The loneliest people are the wisest
          The saddest people smile the brightest 
          The most damaged people are the kindest
          All because they don't wish to see each other to suffer the way they do"
          So according to this I am the wisest, kindest, and have the brightest smile ever, because I am THE MOST loneliest, saddest, and most damaged person of them all.