kesiluvs

told chrisfian I was starting to have a small crush on him yesterday bcs it was literally fhe last day of school and I wasn't sure when I would see him in person again after graduation 
          	
          	and then uh I found out he was starting to have a small crush on me too
          	
          	ans now we have plans to hang out in thw summer
          	
          	and we're gonna be talkinf a lot

afriendlyduck

Waitt omgg thats amazingg i hope everything turns out well for u guys 
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LizzieLixxieLee15

@kesiluvs ooh thats so cool! im happy for you, i hope it works out well!
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kesiluvs

told chrisfian I was starting to have a small crush on him yesterday bcs it was literally fhe last day of school and I wasn't sure when I would see him in person again after graduation 
          
          and then uh I found out he was starting to have a small crush on me too
          
          ans now we have plans to hang out in thw summer
          
          and we're gonna be talkinf a lot

afriendlyduck

Waitt omgg thats amazingg i hope everything turns out well for u guys 
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LizzieLixxieLee15

@kesiluvs ooh thats so cool! im happy for you, i hope it works out well!
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kesiluvs

happy pride month, my loves <33

kesiluvs

@maiabox tysm !! happy pride month<33
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maiabox

@kesiluvs fellow omniiii happy pride!
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kesiluvs

wait i actually do have nobody, jesus

kesiluvs

@Everberriii it’s on my ipad, i’ll msg u back once i get it back
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kesiluvs

i’m so scared to grow apart from you all. i love all my online friends, and a big part of who i am is because of you guys. i just don’t feel the same i used to. it’s not that great at school either, i feel left out all the time— it kinda felt like everyone drifted away from me after they helped my bf break up with me. i’m not mad, they all think i am, but i’m not. 
          
          home was never a good place for me, my ‘friends’ are all i have. which doesn’t even matter since i’m going to a high school with none of my friends. and on top of that, i know kids from that school who already hate me so
          
          i feel like i have nobody

Everberriii

@kesiluvs If it makes you feel better, even if we can't talk, we'll always be friends. Nothing can stop that.
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LizzieLixxieLee15

@kesiluvs im kinda trying not to tear up rn cuz i can relate in some points but my problem is more that i feel like im growing apart from my friend group, i dont really match with them anymore and i already figured that when i start 11th grade we wont be friends anymore.. idk, i completely understand you being scared of changing feeling left out cuz i do too but whatever will happen everyone here will stay by your side and even if they dont (which i doubt will happen) i will always be here to support and love you.. even tho we’re not that close 
            
            yeha random but i wish we would be closer cuz i think you’re a very lovely person and to have someone like you as a friend is js like a blessing
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kesiluvs

@Everberriii I love you so much more, ml. I just dont know what to do now. I don't want to lose you all either
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kesiluvs

hi guys i miss ness

kesiluvs

@seungminindabuildin angel :((  it’s totally okay, you don’t need to apologize. i miss you way more than you’ll ever know, but i hope you’ll take some time to focus on yourself. just know i’m with you no matter what and i love you with all my heart
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seungminindabuildin

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@kesiluvs omg baby i’m so freaking sorry i swear i just wanna cry i miss all my virtual friends so fucking much in so overstimulated i never open wattpad or talk to any of my friend tbh im just rotting but like real rot in my bed cuz i don’t have the energy to do smth else, my heart aches so bad i miss you so much
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miniseungkisses

HAPPY FRIENFSHIP DAY MHACAT_432

miniseungkisses

@kesiluvs u get free hot bod pics
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