i’m so scared to grow apart from you all. i love all my online friends, and a big part of who i am is because of you guys. i just don’t feel the same i used to. it’s not that great at school either, i feel left out all the time— it kinda felt like everyone drifted away from me after they helped my bf break up with me. i’m not mad, they all think i am, but i’m not.
home was never a good place for me, my ‘friends’ are all i have. which doesn’t even matter since i’m going to a high school with none of my friends. and on top of that, i know kids from that school who already hate me so
i feel like i have nobody