""Before anything else, I just want you to know that you mean so much to me and I want our friendship to remain, that's why I made this letter.
To my dearest Dawn,
I'm so sorry that this is how things turned out. I feel ashamed not for the wrong things I have done but for the right things I have failed to do. I disappointed you. I broke your heart, which was honestly not my intention. Please let me explain things. I know its too late but, just let me.
I was afraid Dawn. I was afraid that one day I might lose you. I was afraid that when you'll leave me, I couldn't take it. So I tried my best to focus on other things.
Which made me lose you.
And I swear to every living creature in this world that it was the biggest mistake I made in my life.
I know explaining things might be useless right now, 'cause maybe you have moved on already.
And to be honest, I did not and I have not. I could sit for hours, remembering all the different times we've spent together. I remember thinking I had to have you, or I die.
And now, I imagine conversations that I know we would have had. I miss you when you're not there and I crave for your presence so often.
That's why earlier, I was so shocked when I saw you. I never expected for you to be here too. This WAS the place, remember? Honestly, I was not here for vacation. Did you know that today, I was supposed to start a new life, and try to forget you? But before doing that, I decided to go back to where it all started. Where WE started. And I swear to myself, after this, I wouldn't be selfish enough to fix myself, and to let you go. It was nice that you are here, even got a chance to talk to you even for a while.
I miss you. I miss us. But things arent the way they were before. We used to talk everyday, now its like we dont even know each other. I want to start again, a life with you, even just as friends. But I also want you to stay, but I can't stand to see..." http://wattpad.com/story/5750641
