Ketamine

took me a while to update i apologize because i had to make a new account on ao3 and needed to wait till my email got aproved butttt the first 2 chapters are gonna get released tomorrow or today at night. I'll give my ao3 account soon because yes

Hey guys! So about my new fanfic that's in process right now, I plan on releasing it on ao3 as well
          
          I'll make an account and let yall know :3

Mizu5 absolutely destroyed me guys...
          
          It's weird writing my fanfic with the pre Mizu5 oh my god

HEY GANGALANG, so update. I've been very busy with school and had 4 exams in a row and tomorrow I have my last one luckily. The good news is that after tomorrow, I'll only have a free week without homework or exams, and then I'll have vacation, and that's probably gonna be the time I'm gonna write and release the chapters. It's taking long because I'm really going over my story multiple times and changing my writing techniques and ways. Anyways just a reminder that im not dead. STAY TUNED 

HELLO GANG sooo update 
          
          My new Ruikasa fic is gonna be named "Rooftop secrets" muehehe
          
          Here's a little sneak peak because I already finished 2 chapters which is A LOT to me
          
          Tsukasa and Rui, met in middle school, they quickly became best friends and eventually started a secret relationship. But when their classmates discovered their relationship, the bullying became unbearable. Rui transferred schools, leaving Tsukasa heartbroken and empty. Years later, they reconnect in a theme park, now home to a troupe that Tsukasa hopes will allow him to finally become a star. As they work together again, Rui and Tsukasa must confront the lingering feelings they have for each other, and face the dark past they left behind.
          
          Zebzebzeb zeep vorp 

I think im like stupid af. 
          
          So, like i wrote Crimson Serendipity to express mental health problems and emotions through my favorite characters. I also wanted to use one of my favorite techniques to make the story interesting, but unfortunately, i am a person with a lot on my mind. I have multiple tabs open at once, and Crimson Serendipity had a shitty and boring beginning anyway. I plan on putting it on a long hiatus. I have had something else on my mind for like a month now. I apologize but my mental health is detorating and I'm trying to write a little but everytime I do I get bored because I don't even know where I want Crimson Serendipity to go or how I want it to end. I will start with a new fanfic with an actual ending because I have the whole story planned. Crimson Serendipity was sudden, but for my new story, I had time. 1 month.
          
          In winter I'll have exams week so I'm gonna probably write less but I'll try my best to write more because I really also wanna try to express myself with books aka fanfics. I hope you guys can forgive me, and I just need more time for Crimson Serendipity.
          
          Thank you <3
          - Sonya