ur mom

why is my watty acting so weird???? like is it an update thing or just a problem with my phone or even ME OMG

some guy after asking me out: “i know what i want in life and i go after it”
          
          okay but do you know i want someone that lets me quite literally gnaw on their thighs???? i don’t think you can match my freak sir. (also, you weren’t twinkling. i unfortunately like a good sparkle in the eyes that captures me terribly)

halloweekend count of interested is officially a 5

i can feel my eyes glazing over with boredom 

HELP! i can never have a crush. it’s cursed. i talk too much sh*t for me to be able to live it down if i succeed NAURRR. i can’t have this guy cause im literally so evil and a d1 bully, like he’s so easy to bully omg! we’re literally beefing as a joke, it can’t go anywhere beyond that, that’d be too intimate. how’d i get myself in too deep??!!?!!!

lowk TW kinda graphic previous post below
          
          
          (bl**d and wisdom teeth removal pain and sensory problems)

undiagnosed audhd in a family most likely also under the spectrum lore. all four wisdom teeth removed (i normally cry after the anesthesia fully wears out so i was). anyway i switched my gauze two times and verged two anxiety attacks with the changes. gauze in mouth = odd. constant bl**ding and having texture/sensory problems do not go together. i physically couldn’t swallow and was stressing out because i also can’t spit for the next week basically in risk of damaging the clotting abilities of the now sockets where the teeth used to be. i was sobbing (not really making it better) from stress and pain for around the last half of my first change and for the last thirty of my final change. my mom held my hand through the last one and we ended up putting a third piece flat on my tounge (kinda out of my mouth) to collect the slimy feel so i could perform the action of swallowing more comfortably. i am supported in this household for my sensory problems because they have them too. best mom ever 

the pimples i have on the front and back of my left lobe are causing more pain than my FRESHLY pierced helix on my other ear. basically it hurts to sleep on either side and it’s 5 am and i have work in three hours

so… how do i make otis from royel otis my personal? chat if any of yall know him, let him know  (announcement because it feels silly and improbable) i am 20 and not that funny but it’s whatevs

the void!