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*I sit down in a chair looking at the reader*
Uhhh, hey there... Whoever is reading this. I've noticed that a lot of people have been questioning where I've been, whether I'm still alive or am I still writing stories, ect ect.
And well.... I'm here right now to give you some answers. To get straight to the point... The reason why I haven't been uploading chapters as much as I should is because of one simple fact...
*Takes a deep breath*
For almost an entire year now...me and my family have been currently homeless. And I don't know if some of you will honestly care, but that's not the point. The point is... I'm telling you this because it gives me a sense of closure. Like something that you wanted to tell people but was extremely hesitant about it, because you were scared of either people not caring or yourself believing that things would get better sooner or later.
Honestly, things feel like they haven't gotten any better, and my life throughout my near year of homelessness is just one day of struggle after another.
I mean, hell, there have been times that I've considered the idea of taking my own life. Not caring if those that care about me will miss me or how much pain my own death would bring them. Because sometimes it's a struggle to just keep going. To keep fighting just to get through the day. Only to wake up and do it all over again.
I just wanted to let y'all know that, currently at this point I'm going to be on the streets. Possibly sleeping in a car or something. With no way of income because of some stupid shit I did involving the law. But that's something for another time...
Just so y'all know, if you all don't hear from me by the first of October then I just wanted to say to all of you who have read my stories. And those who I inspired to write their own...
Thank you, for everything...
*My face had tears streaming down as I smiled before I stood up and walked away. The echoing sounds of my footsteps fading away until only silence remained*