Wattpad readers,
I'm broken from inside in such a way that I can't heal. I did all I could to keep people close but failed. I argued, left the groups, stopped talking only to realise I am the one texting them daily, if I didn't do it, they were never texting me, I was heartbroken at first but still respected them. I just hoped they would text me, they did but they asked me either for edits, notes or some other work. It hurt me but I endured that too.
I literally choked myself thrice to kill myself but didn't have the courage to die, I left a message saying that I'm no more, hoping that someone will talk to me, atleast ask me whether I am doing good, even if I exist or not, but I thank you all for not leaving a single message failing me as a good friend, I failed as a student, someone said I failed as a daughter too, I thought I was a good friend at least, but nope I am not. I was not even a friend, how can I be a sister to you ?
Imagine yourself in that situation where you are so desperate to have someone talk to you, but due to some reasons, you can't make new friends and people you know treat you like you never exist, where people tell you that you failed in relationships where you gave everything you can, at the end you got all alone, not even a single person to console you, not even those characters help which used to be your life, just hearing their names brought a smile, now feels nothing. I am going through that pain, dead from inside, I made a last attempt to see if anyone cares, but what I saw people being there but ignoring my messages. Nothing makes me happy now, thank you all for making me a dead person from inside.
Goodbye forever !
I am dead and do not exist anymore !!!!!!!
