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So I was watching Bojack Horseman (Amazing show, definitely recommend), and procrastinating on writing by studying even tho I’m procrastinating on thst too-
          
          Anyway, while I was watching the show, it became clear to me that self-sabotage is a real as hell thing. Of course I knew it was real but you never realize your doing it until the moment you realize ur complicating ur own life. And In this case, I’ve been complicating my own life a lot. Crap that shouldn’t matter, I’ve made it matter by overthinking and long story short, we just have to start doing what we want (GOAL WISE, NOTHING ILLEGAL) when we wan to and just stop holding ourselves back

DID I JUST SEE A TEXT TO SPEECH—

Today was my first day of high school. To no surprise, it sucked. The lunch line was longggg, it was hot and I was lost majority of the time. Even arrived to English class with dirt on my shoes bc I decided to cut in the grass.
          
          Buttt, first days always suck. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll meet friends, actually know where my classes are and not look like a mess when I enter a classroom. 

My loser ass started this Chinese drama with 36 episodes. Here I’m thinking I’m at least on ep 12 but noooo, still on ep 6 smh. XD
          
          But all jokes aside, it’s really fun so far. The MC and LI are kind of pissing me off but it’s getting better.

So I have prt 1 of my orientation today before schools start officially next week. That’s not the problem. The problem is I have been babbling to myself and breaking into spurts of laughter (when nothings funny) all week and I really think I should get an evaluation.

When did Dentist get so bold? One second I’m sitting comfortably in the chair, head tilted to get a cleaning, next I feel a syringe enter my gum, numbing my mouth, like XD 
          
          I thought it was different with them! 
          
          
          
          
          

Any sad romances suggestions?

Are you going to make a fanfic where Aric and Sophie are like siblings? You hinted at it but it was pretty vague.

after days of watching Downtown Abbey everything sounds British in my head XD

                             Unrequited Love
          In the POV of someone whose experiencing it.
          
          Dear whoever, 
          
          How do you get over someone you’ve known all your life and yet never dated? I’ve tried cutting my hair, painting my nails, hell, I’ve even googled how to do heart surgery!! I’ve even tried to do heart surgery (which we are not going to get into because I’m still grounded for that).
          
          Nothing works. My brain still thinks of her, when I breathe, it smells like her. Then I get frustrated. I look at her and think: Why do I like you? What makes you so different from everyone else? Why can’t I move on? 
          
          And instantly my brain is on my tail. Fighting myself more. You love her laugh, you love how protective of her family she is, you love the fact she considers you family. But most importantly, you love how nothing has ever changed her. 
          
          And all I could do is agree. What am I going to say? No, it’s a lie? Then I’d be lying to myself and honestly, as nice as it sounds, it’s not a permanent solution. 
          
          So thanks for the people who stuck around and read this very, very sad tale. I’ll make sure if I ever  find out the cure to this horrible, life-alternating disease, I’ll alert you right away.
          
          (This is not real. Just a POV of a character as said on top. Inspired by my cousin.)