khudaa

Hi. Just checking in after a long time. Anyone alive? 

neharika21sharma

Hey khuda! 
          How r u ? 
          i m missing ur books! when will u update them? 

neharika21sharma

i miss 'almost' 
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neharika21sharma

@neharika21sharma Please try a little. No pressure though. It is completely ur wish. I love ur story alot
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khudaa

But then again, no promises made. I've made so many writing attempts like these and left them halfway. 
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neharika21sharma

I am eagerly waiting to read more about James and laya ☺ I hope u will b able to update soon...loved the book 

khudaa

@neharika21sharma I wish you could make her realize that too. I really do. She did have really high self esteem. At least everyone else around her found it difficult to break her or belittle her. And she was always self sufficient. But I guess she had her Achilles heel and to him she was anything he wanted. And I guess that was her biggest flaw.
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neharika21sharma

@neharika21sharma i dont think so she is a failure. Those people who doesnt know her worth have failed in humanity. The only mistake which i think she did was not fighting for herself. She fought with her dream , her desire. I think everyone deserve the best no matter how many flaws that person has. Self esteem and self efficacy is something which she lacked within herself. She is worthy of all the happiness and love . i wish i could talk to her face to face to make her realise how beautiful she as a human is.
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khudaa

@neharika21sharma I think why she is stupid for a second a strong the next us because she is both. It's not contradicting characters....
            I guess we are all a mixture of stupidity, stubbornness, wisdom, lies, honesty, selfishness, selflessness...
            We are all full of contradictions within ourselves and Laya, she is an original, that helps me in writing her bipolar attributes in a way in which it's acceptable to at least a few minds. 
            
            Am glad you love her, I don't think she'd agree to you about how she is the perfection and love as she sees herself as a failure of both.( Reason as started off in the prologue).
            
            I'll make sure she takes your message to heart.
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neharika21sharma

Hey chaahat!!
          I began reading ur book 'Almost' today.
          Must say it was wonderful and really emotional ( made me cry twice)
          I hope u will continue it and complete it.
          U r a good writer kindly dont leave writing. 
          Thank you for writing such a story .
          

neharika21sharma

@neharika21sharma i hope all ur problems get solved soon and u have a great life ahead filled with love and happiness...all the best dear :)
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khudaa

@neharika21sharma 
            Aw! Thank you so much. 
            Very rarely do I get such comments about my book. I do hope I'll complete the book.
            It was one of the missions of this year. It's just that am in a lot of mess now, and the book is way too personal. Writing is my way if healing, but certain things......, I am not clear about them myself and I do not know how to convince some one else because of it. 
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khudaa

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Hello people,
          
          I'm not sure how many people will read this, i hope everyone concerned does.
          
          I'm not sure if I want to continue writing, or id be able to. Lately I just seem to have lost my way with words along with a lot of other lifely comforts.
          
          I won't shit down the account or anything, since I sincerely hope I'd get over this soon. 
          I love you all for the constant support I've received all these years.
          
          Khudaa

khudaa

@CreativeAssassin
            
            Thank you.
            I hope so too
            
            
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LightOfEclipse

@khudaa i hope to see you back again. 
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Snowflake_Rose

Heyyy dear! Can you check out my stories,maybe? I guess you'll be liking them ^_^ Looking forward to your feedback
          ❤

khudaa

@Snowflake_Rose hey dear, so I started reading your poems. I'd read more.as I find time
             
            Poems take time for me. They evoke emotions...
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khudaa

@Snowflake_Rose hey..I am a lil busy atm. Like I have an exam on 16th. I'll surely do it afterwards.
            
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