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U okay....

@Faded_sun_  im sorry but I can't love you anymore. I hate you. You have no idea of how much pain you've caused me. You were the person I loved the most, the person I thought would never hurt me that badly. I was stupid to believe your lies. If you ever even loved me your resolve would crumble eventually, especially after how much i begged you to stay, how much I begged you to forgive me. But no, it didn't, because you never loved me. I hate you Annika Sachse. And yes im saying your name here because I dont give a F about you anymore. I hate you. I hate you just as much as I hate my so called mother. I hope you rot in hell one day for how much you've hurt a person who loved you with all that she ever had. I wish you a sad birthday in advance. So, Sad Birthday To You Annika Sachse. And I hope Livia makes you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul. You didn't deserve my love, you didn't deserve the amount of love I had for you. Go F yourself Annika Sachse. Im tired of holding on and I've realized it was your fault from the start. You broke friendship with me over such a small thing. That just shows how "true" your love was for me. I hate you.

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hi khushi, how are u? <3

Khushi?
          How are you?

I'm not sure if I can help you, I stumbled upon your account and it really hurts me that you're going through so much pain right now. I wish to be able to ease your pain, I'm here to listen. You deserve so much love, and I'm sorry such a sweet person like you have to through so much pain. I wish that you'll be able to heal from whatever that is paining you right now. Please ask for help from whom you trust, you don't need to respond for this, but I wish you best. I'm very sorry for you sorrow.

please someone help me. please. i'm going crazy. please. anyone. just please help me.

I miss you so much baby. I still can't believe you're gone. It feels like yesterday when you said I love you, when you said im your better half. My ddlad, my brother, they're all telling me you just breadcrumbed me but I refuse to believe.  I still love you so much. I know that I can never hate you. I want to but I can't. The more I try to do so, I only end up loving you even more. I want to move on but I know it's not possible. I've never wished someone back. But I wish you back. Every second of the day I wish you come back and give me the big hugs, tell me I'm enough, tell me you love me. I don't know if it all was even real or not from your side. But I truly hope that you at least loved me. No matter how hard I try, I can't even bare to look at your contact or your account. I can't help but wonder if you even feel sad after what happened.  Have you moved on already? I don't know but I wish you have. I hated livia and your friendship but at this point, I wish you two are happy together now that I'm not in the way. I know I've hurt you so much but I've changed, a lot. So if you ever wanna come back, I promise that I won't be my toxic self that I was. I love you. Every day feels so empty now. I need you. Pelase come back. If not now, just please come back, even if we're old and wrinkly when you come back, my love for you would remain the same. I love you for farther than tomorrow and longer than forever. 

Please come back baby. Every time your thought crosses my mind it feels like I can't breathe and my heart is literally shattering inside my body. I can't take it anymore. I miss you so much. I feel so lonely. I joined a coaching today and everyone there was an extrovert. They tried talking to me but I felt so nervous, I was so close to having a panic attack but  you know what the first thought that came to my mind was? It was "I'll tell A11 when I go home" but just as that thought came and went I remembered you're gone and it only worsened my anxiety at that moment. I couldn't focus on what the teacher was teaching and I got all the questions wrong. I am nothing without you, please come back. I've changed. A lot. I promise.  Please, I beg you. Please come back