Hey Mellanie, if you’re reading this Im at a point of almost going.
I just wanted to leave a message to you since you were my first true love.
It has been a long time Mellanie, I still think about you everyday even after all the time that has passed. I do pray and hope that you’re okay and that everything you put you mind to goes well. I still hope to see you one last time and hug you, I do miss the warmth of your hugs and those eyes of yours the way they used to look up to me and those hands of yours and the way used to hold mine.
I did finish my degree as I said before Im now looking for work constantly but it’s hard to find.
I do want to drive to Claremont just to see what it’s like over there I don’t have your address do not worry.
I was in Paris a couple of days ago and I thought about you over there and thought to myself why don’t I just stay and go find you but that would be weird.
I still love you and miss you a lot.
I really hope to see and hear you again one day.
Thats all from me for now.
Your’s Truly now and forever,
Ivan
I love you and always will.
