hi, uhm, i don't know how i'm supposed to start what i'm about to say. i have no idea of what to write either. as you can see, it's been days already after i updated the book i'm currently writing. i'm back at it again; questioning my whole existence. i know this place is somewhere i shouldn't share my dark thoughts with but, can you blame me? i'm currently having a hard time, thinking of whether i should still continue living or nah. i don't know whether it's right to reach out here, of all places. i'm sorry for spreading negativity but i really can't help it.. i have friends but i don't want to make them worried, and so is my family and relatives. i really want to live but i can't find a reason for me to stay. to those who are reading and are looking forward for my updates, thank you so much! i really appreciate it. i think i need some time for myself, for now..
i'll be back, i promise.
