KIBUZAN

i apologise but please expect a delay in the update for the chapter 4 of 'For You to Stand by Me Again...'
          
          ... I've lost my partner to suicide, so I'd need time. Thank you to everyone who understands, I'm really sorry for making you all wait longer.

halfway through with the handwritten draft and editing of Chapter four. next comes another editing and finally publishing. It'll be out sooner than expected, although the artwork might take long.

.. so depressing, really... ugh i wanna cry

@piercethevineil thank you very much for replying, because yesterday i was in an anxiety frenzy. with so much happening in the world, im afraid of losing everything that once meant a lot to me, and idk why it hit harder yesterday when i revisited some old books i used to read, to see some haven't been updated in years, authors gone, and kny community on Wattpad being so silent and all that. life is hard.. though i wish one day they all do return.
          
          I'll continue working on my book, long enough that you'll be able to read them. i too am working on my book, but the lack of engagement really demotivates me. i even contemplated quitting entirely.. but ig that wouldn't be how it's supposed to be for me.. I've got to work hard for my past self atleast. and maybe in the future we'll get to see a glimpse of the golden days once again.
          
          im grateful that you consider us friends still, and our time together is just as precious to you..i hope we can stay connected long time even outside Wattpad. hope you do well, I'll be here.
          
          (Wattpad wont allow me to reply to you on the profile)

new update, I'd appreciate it if you please check it out.. if people are online, that is. new book's update also included..
          I just published "update #5" of my story "kibuzan's progress book.". https://www.wattpad.com/1607404633?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=kibuzan

i contemplate continuing.. do people even read KnY books anymore? surely no one is writing much about Muzan.. I'm afraid time will run out soon.. 
          
          ..most people prefer ao3 anyways. 
          
          lately i feel like I've been losing everything that has meant a lot to me. and i know.. nothing lasts forever.. but still.. is it not human to do everything you can to hold a shred of the past as much as you can?

hello everyone, author here.
          
          yes, yes, I know, I've been sparcely active here, and updates once a month?! diabolical, ik.
          
          In the past, i used to stress a lot about all this, yk not keeping up with scheduled dates and all, constantly apologising, and stuff. but now, i just want to be honest. things aren't going smoothly, they never do, no matter who it is.
          
          I'd like to take my time uploading my book (tho the fear of no demon slayer fans remaining in the future does haunt me, making me feel like no one would be left to read the books i have been working on) but i suppose i'll keep working on this fear of mine.
          
          Though i barely get any engagement on my books, or my profile, still it might be noticeable that the scheduled upload for this month hasn't come yet. I plan on shifting it forward a bit, that means, either october or november. But maybe i'll upload the chapters which are in pending along with the originally planned upload.
          
          Artworks take time, plus i have three things i have to academically juggle.
          
          It hurts quite a bit, knowing i had lots of friends here and there on wattpad back around 2022-2023, some who (perhaps) only i considered friends. They are all inactive, or ofc, have moved on to an author who actually publishes stuff instead of empty promises. The engagement used to make me happy, but now, it's like im uploading all this only for myself or the few newbies who dont know how shitty i am with publishing
          
          I hope one day i get to interact with all those people again, and the books i used to read years ago would also return. I know priorities and responsibilities arrive and change as a person grows, but still, it can just be another drop in the vast ocean.
          
          Im a bit sad currently, therefore such a sulky announcement... But do know i do not plan on quitting writing. And i hope all those friends like seashelly, or voidwrym, and akazalols (ig) and so many more people who i knew would give me a chance to reconnect with them again.
          
          And ofc, all the new ppl.

the art for chapter two is quite detailed. i hate that it takes quite long (i need to push myself for days) to be finished.

Chapter two for 'For You To Stand By Me Again', the kny short story, will be out by august 15th. Stuff is hectic, but thankfully, up until now, i'm able to manage writing, drawing, and studies.
          
          Thank you to everyone who read the book. I hope the second chapter is just as loved.

new book coming out at +5:30 GMT