KIBUZAN

Life has been shitty lately, so alongside 'For You To Stand By Me Again...' I will also be reviving my book called 'Insufferable Child'.
          
          It's not much of a story, rather my own way of coping with lots of personal stuff in it. So its not something I'd recommend reading. But once its out, and if you still want to read it, who am i to stop you?
          
          Also, lately I've been active on Twitter, using it as a place to improve my art, as i create illustrations to put in my book (those are the sole reason the chapter updates take too long, im sorry). If in case people are curious, the @ is kibuzan346.
          
          Thank you to everyone who is still here despite everything. My medschool entrance exam was done with yesterday, so please know i'm stil working hard for all of you and haven't given up yet. Life has just gotten busier. So thank you to everyone who has stayed and is still willing to read my books. I'll do my best to update as soon as possible. Thank you, have a wonderful day.
          
          Sincerely,
          Author,
          KIBUZAN

@bea0riginals thank you very much!! (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ
          
          Sorry for the latee reply! Have a good day! I hope we can continue getting along well!

@TheOneAndOnlyAly (^^)

turned twenty today (-_-;;)
          
          ...so old already.

i apologise but please expect a delay in the update for the chapter 4 of 'For You to Stand by Me Again...'
          
          ... I've lost my partner to suicide, so I'd need time. Thank you to everyone who understands, I'm really sorry for making you all wait longer.

halfway through with the handwritten draft and editing of Chapter four. next comes another editing and finally publishing. It'll be out sooner than expected, although the artwork might take long.

.. so depressing, really... ugh i wanna cry

@piercethevineil thank you very much for replying, because yesterday i was in an anxiety frenzy. with so much happening in the world, im afraid of losing everything that once meant a lot to me, and idk why it hit harder yesterday when i revisited some old books i used to read, to see some haven't been updated in years, authors gone, and kny community on Wattpad being so silent and all that. life is hard.. though i wish one day they all do return.
          
          I'll continue working on my book, long enough that you'll be able to read them. i too am working on my book, but the lack of engagement really demotivates me. i even contemplated quitting entirely.. but ig that wouldn't be how it's supposed to be for me.. I've got to work hard for my past self atleast. and maybe in the future we'll get to see a glimpse of the golden days once again.
          
          im grateful that you consider us friends still, and our time together is just as precious to you..i hope we can stay connected long time even outside Wattpad. hope you do well, I'll be here.
          
          (Wattpad wont allow me to reply to you on the profile)

new update, I'd appreciate it if you please check it out.. if people are online, that is. new book's update also included..
          I just published "update #5" of my story "kibuzan's progress book.". https://www.wattpad.com/1607404633?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=kibuzan

i contemplate continuing.. do people even read KnY books anymore? surely no one is writing much about Muzan.. I'm afraid time will run out soon.. 
          
          ..most people prefer ao3 anyways. 
          
          lately i feel like I've been losing everything that has meant a lot to me. and i know.. nothing lasts forever.. but still.. is it not human to do everything you can to hold a shred of the past as much as you can?