kibuzan

guys, you know, I'm taking my time to slowly work my through writing. But I'm sorry that I've been inactive here. My ex who had said she committed self-deletion had actually faked it, and after everything, she has the audacity to keep interacting with me. Everything had affected me a lot, so coming here is kinda painful. But don't think I've given up on writing, I'm just taking things at my own pace. And no matter what, I'm gonna put everything in my vent book. 
          
          I'm sorry, working is a little painful on my heart. I had given her my everything, all my love, and in her own insecurities, just to push me away (and because she was falling for other people) faking something so serious in an LDR is what she chose. Truly disgusting. I blocked her from all social media, but idk if wattpad has that feature or not.
          
          I'm sorry to everyone who has been waiting. I'm really sorry.

❗a little important❗
          
          hey everyone. i was a little contemplative regarding posting chapter 4 of "for you to stand by my again". the writing work has been done, but I've not finished the art for it. so.. what do you guys want? 
          
          - the chapter without the art is okay.
          - can wait longer for the chapter with the art. 
          
          I'll let this stew here for a week (since publishing right now is a bit impossible because we have a housewarming event this wednesday). please let me know through the comments (if you want to) so i can see what i should do. 
          
          (p.s. I kinda miss the 'TheOneAndOnly' person who had started frequently responding to my Announcements. i miss you man, you taking your time out to interact with me despite how long i disappear for, meant a lot. hope you're doing fine, i look forward to seeing you, if it's meant to be.)

Life has been shitty lately, so alongside 'For You To Stand By Me Again...' I will also be reviving my book called 'Insufferable Child'.
          
          It's not much of a story, rather my own way of coping with lots of personal stuff in it. So its not something I'd recommend reading. But once its out, and if you still want to read it, who am i to stop you?
          
          Also, lately I've been active on Twitter, using it as a place to improve my art, as i create illustrations to put in my book (those are the sole reason the chapter updates take too long, im sorry). If in case people are curious, the @ is kibuzan346.
          
          Thank you to everyone who is still here despite everything. My medschool entrance exam was done with yesterday, so please know i'm stil working hard for all of you and haven't given up yet. Life has just gotten busier. So thank you to everyone who has stayed and is still willing to read my books. I'll do my best to update as soon as possible. Thank you, have a wonderful day.
          
          Sincerely,
          Author,
          KIBUZAN

@bea0riginals thank you very much!! (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ
          
          Sorry for the latee reply! Have a good day! I hope we can continue getting along well!

@TheOneAndOnlyAly (^^)

turned twenty today (-_-;;)
          
          ...so old already.

i apologise but please expect a delay in the update for the chapter 4 of 'For You to Stand by Me Again...'
          
          ... I've lost my partner to suicide, so I'd need time. Thank you to everyone who understands, I'm really sorry for making you all wait longer.

halfway through with the handwritten draft and editing of Chapter four. next comes another editing and finally publishing. It'll be out sooner than expected, although the artwork might take long.

.. so depressing, really... ugh i wanna cry

@piercethevineil thank you very much for replying, because yesterday i was in an anxiety frenzy. with so much happening in the world, im afraid of losing everything that once meant a lot to me, and idk why it hit harder yesterday when i revisited some old books i used to read, to see some haven't been updated in years, authors gone, and kny community on Wattpad being so silent and all that. life is hard.. though i wish one day they all do return.
          
          I'll continue working on my book, long enough that you'll be able to read them. i too am working on my book, but the lack of engagement really demotivates me. i even contemplated quitting entirely.. but ig that wouldn't be how it's supposed to be for me.. I've got to work hard for my past self atleast. and maybe in the future we'll get to see a glimpse of the golden days once again.
          
          im grateful that you consider us friends still, and our time together is just as precious to you..i hope we can stay connected long time even outside Wattpad. hope you do well, I'll be here.
          
          (Wattpad wont allow me to reply to you on the profile)