hello everyone, author here.
yes, yes, I know, I've been sparcely active here, and updates once a month?! diabolical, ik.
In the past, i used to stress a lot about all this, yk not keeping up with scheduled dates and all, constantly apologising, and stuff. but now, i just want to be honest. things aren't going smoothly, they never do, no matter who it is.
I'd like to take my time uploading my book (tho the fear of no demon slayer fans remaining in the future does haunt me, making me feel like no one would be left to read the books i have been working on) but i suppose i'll keep working on this fear of mine.
Though i barely get any engagement on my books, or my profile, still it might be noticeable that the scheduled upload for this month hasn't come yet. I plan on shifting it forward a bit, that means, either october or november. But maybe i'll upload the chapters which are in pending along with the originally planned upload.
Artworks take time, plus i have three things i have to academically juggle.
It hurts quite a bit, knowing i had lots of friends here and there on wattpad back around 2022-2023, some who (perhaps) only i considered friends. They are all inactive, or ofc, have moved on to an author who actually publishes stuff instead of empty promises. The engagement used to make me happy, but now, it's like im uploading all this only for myself or the few newbies who dont know how shitty i am with publishing
I hope one day i get to interact with all those people again, and the books i used to read years ago would also return. I know priorities and responsibilities arrive and change as a person grows, but still, it can just be another drop in the vast ocean.
Im a bit sad currently, therefore such a sulky announcement... But do know i do not plan on quitting writing. And i hope all those friends like seashelly, or voidwrym, and akazalols (ig) and so many more people who i knew would give me a chance to reconnect with them again.
And ofc, all the new ppl.
