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Not on here anymore. I use AO3. Find me under secretly_a_mess. Never Going Back won't be updated here and will be deleted from here. Okay bye. 

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Hey y'all, 
          
          
          So here's the thing... I don't feel like Wattpad is the best place for me to be posting what I write anymore. I'm not a big fan of the changes that have taken place in the past year or so. And when you write more.... niche fics, for lack of a better term, they don't seem to fare as well as say more "normal" fics. 
          
          
          Take a look at some of my numbers, granted it hasn't been up as long, but 
          I Don't Wanna Live Forever is sitting at 1.5K reads and that's just a SPN fic. While Girls Like You is my OUAT/SPN completed crossover that's sitting at 253 reads.  This has me thinking that Wattpad users aren't looking for something like this. 
          
          
          So, in the mean time I'm going to finish Anchor and work on moving GLY over to AO3 soon. I've seen nothing but good things said about it and the tagging system appears to have something for everyone (including Satan x John Cena). 
          
          
          Most likely I'll leave them up, unless I feel like I have to pull them because of changes made to Wattpad, like me having to pay or something to use their platform. But once I get that all settled I'll definitely let you know so y'all can jump over there and read my works if you want to. 
          
          
          Thanks for listening, 
          Ash

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Hey y'all. After years of telling y'all I'd get to it and then publishing one and then unpublishing it and then publishing a sequel and then unpublishing it and changing it so   f r e a k i n g   much, the epilogue for IDWLF is finally up. I'm sorry it's awful and lackluster. I know it sucks, but I was out of ideas until recently and even then, I didn't want to go too in depth with some of the characters and lore introduced in case anyone thought I was making another sequel. 
          
          As far as I'm concerned, as it says in the epilogue the IDWLF chapter is finally closed. It's done. I've got nothing else to add to it. It's always going to hold a special place in my heart because I did meet so many amazing people while working on it and even wrote them into the story, but our paths are not twined any more. And it doesn't help that I'm no longer a Supernatural fan anymore, hence the characters introduced in the epilogue and the ending of it. 
          
          I hope I didn't disappoint anyone. And if I did, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that such a magical story had such a disappointing ending. 
          
          I'm focusing more on my current WIP: Girls Like You, which I'm definitely feeling even if it's not as popular as IDWLF. If you want to read that one, feel free. There's elements of Supernatural in that one as well, but it's not the main focus. 
          
          Anyways, it's late. I've got a paper to write, but I just wanted to just tie up any lose ends with this chapter of my life. 
          
          Love, 
          Ashley

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Oh and also, thank you for 1K reads on IDWLF. The fact that people actually even took the time to read this... actually blows my mind. Thank you to everyone who’s read it and supported me on the journey of writing it. I don’t talk to most of them anymore but if they’re meant to see this, they’ll see it sooner or later. 
          You guys are freaking amazing and this just motivates me to keep trying to write 
          
          xx Ashley 

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I promise I’m going to work on the epilogue for IDWLF. I just don’t have very many good ideas right now. I know I said there’d be a sequel but that’s since been scrapped for personal reasons. I mean I could take the plan that we (Grace and I; she helped with the story and even wrote some of the chapters/pieces with me) had but we only got so far. 
          
          I do have one idea but I want to know what you want to see. What do you (the readers) want addressed? Don’t worry, you’ll get answers about the “trials.” If you’ve got any suggestions please comment 
          
          

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Hey y’all! 
          Sorry that I haven’t been updating much. I’ve just been kinda busy and had writer’s block. I still kinda have writer’s block to an extent but it’s an odd one. I have ideas for certain stories but no idea how to get the words out. If all goes well, I may be able to have the epilogue for IDWLF up pretty soon since I have some ideas for it. 
          
          Old Scars Future Hearts: 
          I have chapter 3 started. I just need to work on it. I know the direction I want it to go, it’s just getting it there if that makes sense. 
          
          Starbucks Lovers: Same problem as OSFH except I haven’t started the chapter yet. I have an idea, it’s just getting it there and I keep forgetting to ask Piper questions about it so I can write the next part 
          
          How To Save a Life: I have the chapter started but I’m just kinda stuck right now 
          
          Thanks for bearing with me y’all. 

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Hey guys, don’t think anyone really cares at this point, but I know I mentioned that there would be a sequel to IDWLF... but there’s been a change in plans. I can’t write or do anything with that series because it was something that someone who I used to be close to and I shared a connection over. That person wrote a couple of chapters and co-wrote some, including the last chapter. I’m sorry that I can’t continue to work on it. I hope I’m not letting anyone down too much. 
          
          I may write an epilogue later, just to kinda wrap everything up and give some answers but that’s about it. 
          
          As always, requests are open. I’m working on Starbucks Lovers actively I just don’t want to get too far ahead of @directedbypiper  and I’ll be working on a WWE one dedicated to a friend of mine. 
          
          Thank you all for your understanding and support xx
          
          Ashley 

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Hey y’all. Don’t know if anyone still even is aware I exist or not... but that’s okay! 
          
          First off I’ve changed my user from moose-mode to beautiful-quotexx . So there’s that.
          
          Secondly, sorry I’ve been MIA. It’s a long story. Basically I had some personal stuff come up and yeah.
          
          Third, IDWLF will be being updated soon. However... I may have to do some rewriting seeing as there... ah... how do I put this lightly? There are some complications as to where I stand with some people. Most likely I will be posting it as is and giving them the due credit seeing as they just have one more piece written for it. The sequel (should I decide to post it) will have some of my feelings reflected in it about the person and will not being following the original four from IDWLF (Grace, Arthur, Brie, and Mick). It will follow the Ketch Siblings and Mick as well as a character who’s made some appearances. The current title for that is “Kids In The Dark”. It’s going to kinda fill in the blanks for a certain character between the end of 12 and some events in 13. 
          
          And lastly thank you for your support. If you read this you’re truly amazing. Never forget that. And if you’ve read any of my horrible works then I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 
          
          Lttu, 
          Ashley