Why does this always happen ,I think im doing good I think I'm over it and done . Then just when I'm starting to open up a little more and something sparks back up reminding me that things aren't the same anymore I can't go back to last year and change things I can't make things better and I can't over it the smallest things like songs we used to listen to and all the meaning to them now just reminders of everything I've done wrong and everything I've lost and I go back in my walls and break down and have to start over again