killua_890

Its been loooonnngg time since I've updated a story or anything ik. But plz be wait for it. I have really grand fckin exams in a week. Its matter of life and death for me. If i don't clear it with a tier my parents will cook me(T_T)

killua_890

Its been loooonnngg time since I've updated a story or anything ik. But plz be wait for it. I have really grand fckin exams in a week. Its matter of life and death for me. If i don't clear it with a tier my parents will cook me(T_T)

killua_890

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Guys, twitter hxh fandom is going crazy! Its so fun! Go check. Hxh 2nd most 
          twitter trending shit in world right now. I am so glad to be part of this fandom. I just signed in today in twitter. So if any of you guys are out tgere part of fandom 
          GIVE ME YO ID RN!!!

BipolarVehement

You and I both~
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killua_890

@BipolarVehement ofc! I mean their friendship is best thing for me hxh. I just want to see them going together on adventures again.
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killua_890

Guys lets rate HxH 10 in MAL and IMDB!

mdasright

@Gings_Milk_can an anime rating site except it's way less toxic than mal.
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mdasright

@Gings_Milk_can i only have kitsu tho..
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killua_890

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          Okay,I am gonna let my rage out here because you guys don't know me and i can't tell this to anyone.
          
          I have always been doing what my parents wants me to do and its killing me now. I may not be doing it as much as they expect but I do try. They wanted me to be in medical college, I kept aside all my hobbies and stupid fun and I got in to a good medical college. They said its all they want. To see me become doctor. 
          
          Today was our 5th practical. I've been bunking my practicals cause i fuckin can't! I can not! To me, its disgusting.I can't cut guts. I cant cut dead body. Heck i hate human physiology. I recently had dream that my future doctor self killed someone during accident.I talked to my bff about it.But as much as she tried she couldn't do anything about it.so she suggested that I should talk to my father.
          
          Now I really don't heart to heart talk to my father much. Our relationship is non existent.He just talk to me when its about studies and health although I am here struggling to fulfill his dream. But its half my fault. Everytime I talk to him about something I want... I feel like am gonna cry.So i decide to shut up and smile instead.So I talked to my mom(I love her a lot! She is my fav person in world). When my mom talked to my dad about it, she said, my dad didn't reacted it to too much and said 
          
          "She is young and stupid to follow her heart and all.I have seen world better than her and I know what is better for her. Her cousins are doing it...why can't she.Either she should have been good in maths so she could be in computer science like her brother.Its time she step out of her fairytopia.She will get used to it."
          
          I am sooo done with this shit! I was just doing all of it for  hearing "I am proud of you." like once in my life.
          
          I am bunking my classes going to resident art school.I don't care how much he pays for my college or what my cousins and relatives are gonna say or how much my brother looks down to me.Idgaf.

killua_890

@BipolarVehement i hope so...thank you very much.
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BipolarVehement

Parents wanting their children to become doctors is such a horrible (but true) cliché. You can’t force someone to become something they don’t want to be. You’ll always be at your best doing what you love. I really hope you’re successful in your future and that you’ll find pleasure in it. It doesn’t matter what your parents think, you’ll do just fine, artist or doctor☺️
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