kim neonshii

Some nights are just filled with the memories of that one person who used to annoy you with their love and care... with the realisation drawing over that they are too far away to be called back again. 
          
          The guilt of not being there that one morning, that one moment, the one second when everything snapped away like nothing eats you alive.
          
          That one person—who's thought of being away use to tear you apart—suddenly makes you feel nothing but numb when they finally go way beyond your reach.
          
          Gaslighting yourself into thinking that they are in a better place then to actually acknowledge how much their loss has affected you. How poisoning, is it not?
          
          Having this silly wish of "If only time could be freeze," coming out of your heart while you look at their picture with a small smile plastered on your face and cheeks dampening with rushing tears.
          
          What a sweet little tragedy! Is it not?

@kim_neonshii I've sent you a request on your insta (_.sparklesoul7._)

@kim_neonshii love you too 

@BangtanphileOT7 thanks for your patience, bun. I will surely try give you the best chapter possible from side. Seriously means a lot, love ya❤

@kim_neonshii it's alright take your time... I'm not disappointed, it happens so don't worry about that. I'll wait 

Since I wanna rant it to someone and get this thing off my chest, I am gonna do it here(BEAR ME OR NOT, HERE I COME!)
          
          
          You know what can be the worst thing a student can face in his/her life?
          
          Lemme tell you, from MY VERY OWN—RECENT—experience.
          
          So I have my pre boards examination going on currently, and as per scheduled, today was my physics exam.
          
          Now, as much as I could do(obv with making sure to not let my sleep and wattpad-story-reading sessions be affected by this 'minor' imbalance), I studied.
          
          Damn hard(yk how tough this shit gets when you are an easily distracted, hyper active person who lacks focus in stuffs after a certain period(2 min max) of time?).
          
          I did every shit I could and, yes, that included every sample paper that i could get my hands on(cause, honey, jus having the textbook done won't make you gain a handsome score~), but. But. I did one mistake, for which I had pay for.
          
          I left one sample paper, thinking that it contains topic unlikely to be asked and was kinda too odd to come as a paper and.... yeah.
          
          THE SAME SHIT WAS FRESHLY SERVED TO ME TODAY. WORD, BY, WORD.
          
          And it wouldn't have affected me much if I had saw it after a period of time but HAVING THAT GROUND SHAKING THING BEING SEEN RIGHT AFTER THE EXAM was traumatic, argghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
          
          I am stupid, fs!
          
          (P.S. told papa about this and that old man suggested that maybe I should try solving more sample papers, cause he can bring more. IT WASN'T HELPFUL TO HEAR, PAPA)
          
          I am not even editing this cause am too frustrated to read and feel traumatised again, ARGHHHHH
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Thank you for listening this rant, you've my heart(don't need to drop a msg, i jus need to get this out somewhere and now i feel better, hush❤)

@kim_neonshii thank you so much honey. I'm really sorry for this. Thank you fir firgiving me. ( ˘ ³˘)❤

Thank you for reading one of my books, darling. But I noticed that you forgot to vote. You know, it would be helpful and very kind if you could vote, because I put a lot of work, heart and soul into this book, darling. ╮(─▽─)╭
          
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Hey Author-nim when will you update the next part of 'Forbidden Fruit' 

@justinnocentarmy got it!