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i don't know how my feeling right now. it almost a plain feeling that i ever have. feel care for someone that i adore with is nothing. the one who i want tell about my weakness is nothing. the one who i want to hold on is nothing. there nobody i want. it's not black or white. not the bright colors tho. i don'k know this color. the color that i never seen before. sometime i tell myself to still being stronger whatever shit that come to me. down, get up, down get up, down, get up. i always try. but i don't know what i want exactly? who knows.