I thought that if I hold on to this feeling for so long would make it true, not only an attraction/obsession/admiration but hoping someday I get to call it love, I get to admit to myself that I'm finally in love with my crush. But i think it won't since I never get to know her more then lack of knowledge towards someone is an obsession, we were blinded by what we assume that our crush is perfect since we decided to fill the gap of knowledge, filling it with positivities.
It would've been better if we know her first and slowly filling the gap of knowledge with facts, we don't know that she's just a normal human like us, not what we seem to be.