kimwerid

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Why i am not able to read the royal marriage storie...is something wraong..or its only me??

So please whenever you feel down share or with someone, whenever you feel life is giving you a hard time share it with those who will listen to you. And look after your loved ones, Spend time with them we you can. So you can know if they are alright. 
          
          And if you don't have anyone to talk to about your problems and issues related to mental health, you can talk to me. We can talk and think about a solution or if not the solution I can just be there for you. 
          A problem is not bigger then your life. 
          
          It's my humble request to you, feel free to contact me if you are going through something you can't share with anyone. Your author is a clinical psychologist, she can try to help you without any charge. 
          Contact me on insta because as I said, I won't be using Wattpad for a while. 
          
          My insta id is (miheebhatti45). 
          But only important stuff ok. 
          
          I love you all, I purple you all . Take care of yourself and keep me in your special prayers so I can give my exams and clear them. 
          
          And you all will be in my special prayers as well. 
          
          That's all for now. 
          
          Goodbye for few months, with the hope of uniting again on this app. 

Hey my lovelies!
          
          How are you all?
          
          I know I have not been updating from sometime and many of you have left reading this book. But still for those who read my books and wait for my updates.
          
          
          I have been preparing for competitive exam and today were the prelims and I cleared it so I have to give more time for the main exam and I'm going to uninstall Wattpad from my cellphone. And will work on my book after February 2024. 
          
          Another important thing that I want to talk to you guys is, recently an author "borapurple95" who wrote Taekoon stories have committed suicide due to depression and other mental health issues. I got to know about this on Friday when her boyfriend used her account and told this. I don't knew her personally but still this news shook me. 
          
          When I started writing I had this in my mind that I want to create more awareness about mental health issues and these may help someone in de-stigmatizing those issues. 
          
          We all face many issues in our life, there are happy days , there are sad, gloomy and depressed days but at the end of the day, they also pass. If we feel our life is a mess and there is a lot to handle please trust in God and the path He gave you. Pray for the strength to bear that but please never ever think about doing something like this. Suicide not only just takes one life, it leaves a deep scar in the life's of   friends, family and others. One question is always there, what was that person going through? Were we engrossed in our own life that we forgot about that person. 
          
          

Being eldest daughter in a brown household is the worst fate anyone can be born with. You can't be nonchalant about anything and can't throw tantrums. And the worst part is you have to raise your siblings even when you are not grown up. You have to be the shield between your emotionally immature parents and your siblings so they won't get traumatized from what you already are suffering. 
          
          It's the worst fate anyone can be born with because you work hard for your family, your dream to be a better person so you can live up to their demands. Yet they can be the reason you wish death upon yourself.
          If there is a concept of second life or afterlife I wish all the eldest daughters have a lice they did not get in this one. I wish they get to life their lives like they want instead of living under the burden of responsibilities and they get the chance to enjoy their childhood instead of being a mother to their siblings. 
          

Hey my lovelies how are you all? 
          I know I have disappeared again and you all must be disappointed in me. I'm really sorry for that. Those who read Royal Marriage might know that I am not going through good time from last year especially November. I prepared for the exam my father wanted me to and I even went for the final series of tests but unfortunately I didn't make it. My father was really disappointed in me and I was as well. It was first time I failed something and even after three months I'm still not able to bounce back from it. I had been looking for jobs and My mother had been pushing me to go for classes of CSS. I'm taking classes from July and I wasn't able to update. 
          
          Honestly guys I'm losing it every day, this monotonous life is killing me day by day. I wish to die so I won't be a burden in my family, had mental breakdowns every now and then. I am not able to share it with anyone, I don't want to be a burden on my friends and family and somewhere I know whatever I'm feeling is normal and I will be able to get over it but it's not working. I tried several techniques to fight the voices in my head that constantly tell me I'm nothing but a failure. It's like I'm being drowned in water, I want to fight back and swim to the surface but something is pushing me back in that darkness. 
          
          There is a possibility no one will read it and I might delete it later. And I hope I won't be a disappointment to you guys and update on time. 

When will you update Author it's been a month

2023 has by far proved to be the worst year of my life. I had been in and out of hospital due to my allergies and skin issues and today I got stung by a black wasp and it's more painful. My finger is swelled and itchy. 
          
          I hope it's not bad for you, and all my lovelies are enjoying their life. As it is so hot out so make sure you all drink plenty of water, keep yourself hydrated and do go out unless it's necessary to avoid heat stroke. 
          
          Take care, I purple you all 

Hey my lovelies!
          How are you all doing these days?
          I'm trying to think about what to write next in Royal Marriage.
          
          Please keep me in your prayers, I'm not really well these days and from the start of March I had flare up in pollen allergy and I don't know from where I developed scabies in this time period which of was misdiagnosed as urticaria. 
          
          I'm really angry at my doctor and now I'm taking all the precautions so it won't spread to anyone in my family. 
          
          Do tell how are you all and what's going on your life? I miss you all 

Guys first chapter is out do read it and share your thoughts 
          I just published "1" of my story "Beyond Repair ". https://www.wattpad.com/1216792631?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=kimwerid&wp_originator=Fc98DhC5DwZj1Y8%2B9ZSQAVECHdr5mMdORvu%2FlVjLP5jWg0yE1mtH0ljwpeksNOQK6f09%2FX3pbk6F%2FW56vPII4vb1ESuhzGOYktFdemcZoic7s7j6UTDSKdpXoRxaGrCc