kimwithcaffeine

I lost the passion for writing for about years now. I am currently experiencing a sudden heartbreak that changed my life for eternity. The used-to-be glitter pens that I should've used to write, paint a fantasy-realistic ish imagery turned faded black and white. I died inside, really. I did. Yet, seeing my previous works cringed, reading it back then was enough to lift my spirits. I changed majors last 2022, but my heart poured out in writing and made me miss my old self. The achiever, competitive, and independent self pour out her heart writing with no regrets, no emotional barriers, and now. I'm in the corner waiting for a sign for a lobotomy and changing everything. Deluded myself that it's alright, but now it's all senseless. What could more? More pain this heart endured for knives to stab onto? I am re-thinking my life choices. Wanted to explore and widen my social circle to have a sense of escapism. But overall, it's all meaningless. What more could my heart be given into? I miss the old me, I totally do.

kimwithcaffeine

I lost the passion for writing for about years now. I am currently experiencing a sudden heartbreak that changed my life for eternity. The used-to-be glitter pens that I should've used to write, paint a fantasy-realistic ish imagery turned faded black and white. I died inside, really. I did. Yet, seeing my previous works cringed, reading it back then was enough to lift my spirits. I changed majors last 2022, but my heart poured out in writing and made me miss my old self. The achiever, competitive, and independent self pour out her heart writing with no regrets, no emotional barriers, and now. I'm in the corner waiting for a sign for a lobotomy and changing everything. Deluded myself that it's alright, but now it's all senseless. What could more? More pain this heart endured for knives to stab onto? I am re-thinking my life choices. Wanted to explore and widen my social circle to have a sense of escapism. But overall, it's all meaningless. What more could my heart be given into? I miss the old me, I totally do.

kimwithcaffeine

I re-published the NSFW-ish chapter of Shen San! After a bit of copyreading and adding, I am finally feel the contentment of finishing this chapter! I apologize in advance for my writing, this is my first attempt of writing a NSFW chapter. I promise to resume my 'learning' shenanigans to improve in the future. Hence, hopefully  you'll enjoy the chapter! xoxo
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/225391243

kimwithcaffeine

It's my birthday!!!! I'm 19! wow! what a blast, I almost forgot my birthday due to the hasty endure of college but hey, imma enjoy this dayy wohooo!

kimwithcaffeine

@Sohayilong thank you :3
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Soha_00_

@kn_lim Happy birthday
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