Depressed anon... expert at faking!!! ^^
All the fake smiles, fake laughs, fake happiness... they cover me in a blanket so thick that no one is ever able to see underneath it. The mask I wear is impenetrable. But wearing it always tires me. So I write to get rid of that mask for sometime at least. Be myself for some moments. Read my letters if you want to know how to deal with pain (the only way: endure it).