kinglyjin

so yesterday i had a campus tour and my tour guide had the same birthday as me.

bts_dabbles

Meanie you ignore me 

bts_dabbles

@kinglyjin no you I’m not a coward 
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kinglyjin

@bts_dabbles sksksk sorry bro, my sleeping has been getting out of hand and i've been trying to regulate and other stuff has been happening since the end of the semester but i have a week off from work rn so just hmu on sc you coward ):<
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bts_dabbles

I tried :( and you betrayed me 
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shai_luvr

are you in 7th or 8th grade? lol, i graduate in like,,, 2024

kinglyjin

@bangtaesonyeontan haha, you're actually not the first to ask me that. . . good luck for the coming years (:
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shai_luvr

@kinglyjin oh lol,, sounds cool hehe. i feel like a baby now 
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kinglyjin

@bangtaesonyeontan i'm actually a first year college student. i graduated high school some months ago, so i changed my graduation year.
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kinglyjin

i was an emotional brat today because i don’t know how to take compliments, so as my cast members gave me compliments on how well i did today during intermission and at the end, i just kept fanning my eyes to prevent from smudging my make up. i have anxiety and sociophobia, so i live in slight regret for dropping my (very small) role back in sophomore year. this year i was so exhausted, even though my role wasn’t hUGe, but i just kept losing confidence in myself. even during the last rehearsal back on wednesday, i forgot two of my lines in my monologue, which really put a damper on my mood. the big kicker was that i had to slow down, which was the same advise i received each time i acted, so i was more nervous forgetting my lines over the performance itself. tonight, i asked my cast members what specifically i needed to improve on and took them to heart because i wanted to do well for them and myself. legit, i just wanted the show to be over with earlier this week, but now i don’t want it to end because i’m gonna miss everyone once i graduate ): i have two more shows— my cast is doing the closing, so we’re gonna be the ones to wrap everything up (: 
          
          here’s the message i’m trying to get across: there will always be someone excited for and proud of you, so don’t worry too much. just keep on improving and enjoy yourself because life keeps on moving (:
          
          have a good morning/night y’all

yoonial

okay, well i thought i'd inform you since we were recently chatting about this but i quite literally just got rejected from my reach school over email so i guess that makes two of us that have to sift through our other options now, #seniorsrule #wewererejectedbutitsokay

yoonial

sksksksksk yes you need to tag me for me to see the notif that you replied, but since this is your message board i don't need to tag you for you to see me responding to you... it just depends whose board the messages are being posted on skdkdkd. but you're right, we deserve better :) ♡
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kinglyjin

@yoonial i don’t even know if not tagging you works, so i’m tagging you
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kinglyjin

oof, our top schools don’t deserve us man— just let that sit in.
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kinglyjin

no one would remember this because i’m irrelevant, but i’m doing the addams family at my school and tonight was the opening kshsjsjs i was ensemble but tomorrow i’m acting. i don’t feel nervous now, but i’m worried that i’m going to forget two lines, as i did during yesterday’s rehearsal, and not slow down irjejdjdj