I know you probably never check this anymore and I know you've probably forgotten about me but I never forgot about you nor will I ever. I know I could just contact you via your AO profile but I'm a chicken so I don't think I will.
This is Emma/Sherlock, by the way.
I really really miss you.
You used to be one of my best friends and I forgot how happy you made me feel until now.
I miss staying up until 3 am talking to you, how you would scold me and tell me to go to bed but I didn't want to because I never wanted to stop talking to you.
I miss calling each other Sherlock and John. You really were like a John Watson to me, always there for me and making sure I was okay.
I remember us making plans to meet each other, even though I was only 14-15 and you were only 13.
I seriously considered walking to your house to meet you.
When I stumbled across this account again I couldn't hold back my tears. I miss that feeling I got 3 years ago whenever I would see "agentbarnes" and a picture of Sebastian Stan in a swimming pool pop up in my messages.
I really want to talk to you and get to know you again but again I'm scared. I don't know if I should leave the past in the past or not.
I hope you're doing okay and even though you most likely won't see this I wish you the greatest life you could ever have and all the happiness you could ever want.
I still love you. ❤
