"cause it's not romantic, i swear, i'm not gasping air. i want you to be here, but please don't come near. cause even though i'm pretty sure my heads exploding, im not ready for hand holding. it's not love, i swear, it might be closer to despair."

Despair - leo.

"what doesn't kill me makes me want you more. and it's new, the shape of your body, it's blue. the feeling i've got and it's, ooh, woah-oh. it's a cruel summer. it's cool, that's what i tell 'em. no rules in breakable heaven but, ooh, woah-oh. it's a cruel summer."

Cruel Summer - Taylor Swift