Im starting to hate the person I am, I hate the person I am so much I’m literally thinking about taking my meds before hanging out with a friend I’ve known for 7 years tomorrow, I’ve always masked heavily around my friends but I’m now at a point where masking doesn’t work anymore and I need to change who *I* am, I’m becoming more like my parents and it SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I’m relying on my meds to be a better person and unfortunately I think that’s how my life will always be because of my AuDHD, I need to rely on my meds to function normally