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Chat, I am doped UP on opioids rn. Send help pls.
           #frank Gallagher core 

Hey guys…so I’ve been in the mood to write recently but after spending like 4 hours reading my Kirk fic I actually want to neck myself. It’s a really hard read- actually it’s unbearable. I literally can’t bring myself to write anymore cuz it’s SO bad LMAO. But the good news is I have like 8 parts written for a James fic that I never published and I’ve been working on those. First few chapters are so cringe but YOLO we ball. 
          
          Would anyone be interested in reading? :))

I kind of just wanna fall asleep and not wake up

Omg hi guys, I’m not dead btw :D

Guys I have two exams tomorrow-  so excited fr
          Math is really kicking my ass at the moment lol, I hate linear algebra…just algebra in general actually. Anyways, I’m trying to study but even knowing tomorrow is my last day before summer isn’t helping. 
          
          I just love coming on here to complain :)

I only have a week left before schools out ️
          But that means exams (so excited)
          
          Will def start publishing chapters of my James fic soon, waiting until I have more written lolol 
          
          Really sad right now tho because Foo Fighters are playing my city tonight and #my parents hate me (jk) they just don’t love me enough to buy me foo fighters tickets apparently. I finally got around to reading The Storyteller and I finished it in a day and then my dad found his copy of I Am Ozzy in his garage while cleaning so I read that in a day too because I’m a loser and have nothing better to do with my life. Both really good, highly recommend. I literally screamed when Dave mentioned Naked Raygun in the book because they’re one of my favourite bands and I think they are criminally underrated. 

Thinking about finally publishing what I have of my James fanfic so far…thoughts?

Just wanna let you all know I’ve been working on my James Hetfield fic (don’t get mad at me for not updating Creeping Death pls, I just needed a change) it’s looking super freaking good so far! I’ve written 4 chapters and this time I’ve actually got lore and character arcs and I know exactly what I’m doing. I can’t wait to be able to share it with you all.
          
          Right now I’m supposed to be writing an essay on Romeo and Juliet and I might jump off of my balcony lowkey. I turn 16 in two days so I guess I’m excited but I’m really not doing good at the moment medically speaking. The amount of blood tests I’ve done this year is ridiculous and I don’t want anymore hospital visits. The past couple of days have been so stressful as I’ve developed some new fucked up symptoms had to book an emergency appointment with my GP then get an urgent set of blood work done at the hospital and I have another ultrasound in a couple days and I have an endoscopy next month.
          
          I haven’t been to school for a couple days and although I’m the happiest I’ve been in ages or at least I should be I still feel like shit, like empty or something I dunno (soz, bit emo). It’s whatever. I just want to figure out what’s wrong with me. Could be endometriosis, could have cancer, maybe my kidneys aren’t working. Maybe this is completely unrelated to my other problems and I just have a UTI or some shit (omg tmi, my bad). 
          
          Doesn’t help that the Mötley Crüe and Def Leppard concerts which I had a chance of being able to go to are like next week and I didn’t get tickets to foo fighters which is in December. I also might not even get tickets to Iron Maiden for next year. 16 and I’ve never been to a concert, what a fucking loser poser. Its also annoying because all of my favourite artists are dead, dying or fossilising as we speak and I’m never going to get the chance to ever actually see them perform. Oh well, at least I’m not dead or dying…that I know of?
          
          Thanks for letting me vent xoxoxo

Happy late 1 year anniversary to Creeping Death btw guys…I forgot that I have to write stuff :’)
          
          How has it already been over a year ? 
           

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