Darling I’m so sorry, i was mad and couldn’t control myself, ive been having a rough week with my family and getting bullied and in fights. Ive been thinking of some bad stuff that gives me anxiety and when my anxiety kicks in i cant really control myself. Too much has happened this week and I’m extremely emotional. Nobody wanted to talk to me they just wanted to hurt my feelings and every time i wanted someone to hug my they pushed me away. Every time i cried someone would laugh, it hurt me deeply and when i was being a jerk to u i just ached more and more and i wanted to apologize