BONITA DORK

so for the longest time i struggled with depression. years could go by and i wouldnt fucking notice. i had such bad anxiety i couldnt walk into a room without being suspicious of everything and everyone. recently these last few years ive been stalked. some of my beloved animals were killed and i was afraid to so much as glance away from the door in fear something else bad would happen. i want to address my lack of writing and acknowledging who i want to be/who i am. from now on i wont focus so much as continuing who i used to be but on developing who i am. only people i trust to see this in real life may be on here but so far that is only one. my best friend. so many words can be said about my best friend even if i may not have the privilege to call him that anymore i may have fucked up and lost the one person i sometimes need most in life. i dont know how i am feeling right now but its sure as hell determined.

Thanks for voting:3

@BVBChick259 lol, DANCE PARTY!!! i take it you like batman too? ;)

FUCK YEAH!!! Batman for the win *starts randomly dancing* ..... ok... ok im done *whispers* hehehe, Batman.

@relaxmariel very pretty :3 i`d kidnap him if i could but then he wouldn`t be able to make music :( dang... (i`m joking btw) 

@relaxmariel why thank you random kind person :) i`m sorry i didn`t reply sooner, i didn`t even realize i had this message! =/ and i like it too, i don`t know why though. oh! i like your profile picture! it`s pretttttty :3

@Xdrunken_batmanX since u were my 500 reader would u want a dedication or a shout out ??? Pls reply on my wall :) thanks

@ChocolateRainxx thank you. :) mmmm, chocolate x3

@SophieStyles986 sure! I'd love to =D @ChocolateRainxx they're one of my favorite bands.. Their music is really good, and same, my friends are scared of some of the stuff I listen to too. =/ I like your username btw ;) 

follow me pls @Xdrunken_batmanX