kittenarry

I hope you are doing well hon❤️

i miss you :( i hope you’re staying safe ❤️

I've spent a long time considering what to say, and if I should say anything at all regarding the allegations against 5SOS (specifically Michael) but I've decided to just say this. Trigger warning for r*pe and s*xual ab*se mentions.
          
          I'm a survivor of multiple instances of sexual abuse and assault. Most of my fics revolve around mental illness and sexual abuse, and there's a reason for that. I've used writing as a way to cope. It's a way to control the abusers and the illnesses; MY abusers and MY illnesses.
          
          I feel sick and betrayed. It always stings when people you look up to turn out to be different from what you thought they were. My PTSD hasn't been this bad in a long time. To any victims and survivors who, like me, have been triggered by this situation, please reach out to your local mental health support. 
          
          As for my future on Wattpad: I'm leaving all my works up, but no promises on whether I'll update again. I might be taking a break; I might just quit writing on here altogether. I'm not sure which yet, but I definitely won't be posting here for a while. Either way, I think from now on I'll just write using fictional characters instead of real celebrities.
          
          Please don't defend Michael or the other boys in my replies. Be sensitive to the needs of (C)SA survivors. Here's a compilation of online resources for anyone who needs them: 
          https://www.nsvrc.org/sites/default/files/2014-09/nsvrc_publications_resource-list_online-resources-for-survivors.pdf
          
          Treat people with kindness, always. Thank you.

ACAB. All cops are bastards.
          
          Yes, even the one you're related to. Cops know exactly what kind of system they're contributing to when they sign up for the job. A cop can quit. A cop can retire. A cop can find a new job. A cop can choose to stop being a part of this racist, oppressive force. 
          
          They make the choice to be cops, they make the choice to be bastards. They make the choice to not only support, but also contribute to the ongoing slaughter of black men, women, and children.
          
          No justice = no peace. Black lives matter. ✊✊✊✊✊

me: *has 4 active stories that i should be working on*
          also me: what if i wrote 3 chapters of a new story instead
          
          i am my own worst enemy lmaoo

hey i think I’ve already told you this but I can’t wait for updates on ‘Error’ it’s so good the plot line and your writing <3

i'm about 3 days away from buzzing all my hair off tbh

Finally updated Error! https://www.wattpad.com/815401568-error-calm-au-13

Oops I accidentally had depression and neglected all my writing for over a month :)))))))) I'm planning to write more soon tho!! Pls don't yell at me lmao
          
          Also! Thank you all for the lovely comments and messages you've left me while I was gone. I really appreciate all your kind words :) <3!

A very short and dialogue-heavy Schadenfreude update! https://www.wattpad.com/833824071-schadenfreude-lashton-au-chapter-21-daddy-issues
          
          Also, apologies for my long, LONG absence <3 I'll try to be a bit more consistent now that COVID-19 cancelled uni for the rest of the fucking year