Xander

GUESS WHAT!!! That’s right, another MILESTONE! 200 reads on His Fears! I’m super excited! I know that technically only a few people read His Fears, but nonetheless they have still kept reading! Thanks to all you guys for helping me get this far, I wouldn’t be anywhere close to here without y’all.

     I’m so excited! Over 100 reads on His Fears!Thank you guys so much! From the bottom of my heart, it means so much to me that my feelings being poured out means something to someone, lots of someone’s in fact. Isn’t that amazing? Again thank you guys so much! I will treasure this forever!
          
          a mighty fine thank you,
          -Alexander

        This  sounds stupid... but I’m kinda giving up on the songbook, or at least the first song I started writing. I’ve got my guitar but I can’t find the right notes. Part of me wants to release it anyway, without the right chord progressions, cause who’s gonna read those anyway, but then the other half of me says that nobody reads my works anyway. It’s always been to please me, never to please other people. Overall, we’ll see how it goes... it MIGHT get released at some point. Maybe. For now let’s stick with hoping for The Change.

     I know it’s last minute, but I am actually going to release a songbook.
          ...today... umm... now. I felt like it. The Change is still on the way, but I was bored and I felt like it. You can’t tell me what to do. 

     As promised, here is the teaser for my next story: The change.
          
          
               “So you think I’m weak? I am Experiment J2237, otherwise known as the first successful Homo Agnes. My IQ is twice yours at least and my names strikes fear into my creators themselves. If you think something as insignificant as you could possibly stand up to the only revised and perfected species, then...” I laugh. “you are dead wrong...” My heart races as anger boils over spilling out of my mouth like foam. The terror on his face  is clear as I look down at his trembling figure. My voice deepens and as I black out I hear myself saying “Burn in hell.” It’s happening again...
          
          
          Despite what it sounds like, it’s not a werewolf thing. It’s actually very different, but I’ll leave it at that.
          
          You’re welcome,
          -Alexander

     Howdy! I’m actually running a pretty busy life right now. The previous estimates for release dates, updates, and whatnot are not realistic anymore. I have been unable to work on really anything these past couple weeks. However, I’ll still release The Change, my new story, soon, just not now. I’ve worked on the description for some time now, but for the sake of quality I don’t want it to release it yet. I might write a teaser or something of the like to keep interest up, but I’m not going to send the actual description yet simply because it is subject to a lot of change in its current state. 
                I’m actually at a stand still with I’m Human Too, because the place where I got all my inspiration for it is no longer in my life. I’m unsure as so whether or not I will find another place of inspiration. So I’m Human Too will have slower updates because I will be having less inspiration, but it should still get updated from time to time.
               His Fears is actually one of my favorite stories to write in. As I have said, I am running a busy life as of late so the updates are really slow despite how much I love writing it. I try to write as much as I can in my spare time but there is still not very much. Please understand that I am trying very hard to juggle all of what life gives me. Poetry is not something that can be rushed, the most I can do is start publishing rough drafts. However as someone who believes in quality not quantity, I won’t do that. The updates will simply take longer, and that’s okay.
          
          Thank you for understanding,
          -Alexander

     I’d like to apologise; I’m having writers block with When Paint Hits a Canvas. I will attempt to keep writing it, but I am also in the process of writing another strict storyline based story. It should be long and have lots of detail, but it will need to be marked as mature. I’ll update some more details on that story later this week in a different post. As for His Fears and I’m Human Too, they should continue as previously. 
               Also, my last entry for his Fears should be seen for what it is, a third draft, not a complete finished project. I will still continue editing it, but I wanted to keep sending out material since I’m having some writers block.
          
          Thank you for you patience,
          -Alexander