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I feel terrible ngl, today was an ass day and I feel physically and mentally worn out.
we've got a shit ton of assignments and projects to prepare for, and if we aren't preparing for projects, we're doing tests. half of those test I did terrible on. people always giving attitude for breathing wrong, teachers who want to kill us with a stack of assignments, and just adults in general not caring about the students' mental health.
Im tired and haven't got a day to myself, and doing bjj (Brazilian jiu- jitsu) isn't helping me physically. i felt nauseous for no reason, and I have to go with ppl who are assholes to train with. my dad's been trying to get me to run a bit, and at first I felt fine, but now I just feel sore. I had a bit of an emotional breakout like not too long ago today, and I just want to sleep or cry in a pillow.