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I love you ALWAYS! :* <3

Happy 23rd Monthsary Baby! :*

Masyadong tutok sa laro baby? Hahaha! I love you 

Dream came true  I immediately Hugged you nung nakatabi na kita haha nakalapit haha! I even hold your hand.. Sa isip ko panaginip ba to? God please dont wake me up!  ang bango mo baby.. Amoy baby talaga! Hahaha! ❤️ tinitigan kita, putspa! Ang ganda mo baby! ❤️❤️❤️ shit ang swerte ko talaga! Hahahaha!  and then ayun we talked.. And then we went to baguio to have outlr very first personal date HAHAHA! Everything was so perfect.. Everything was so real.. Fantastic! Haha! I wish that day will never end.. I wish that US will last Forever.. I wished I still have you... Im happy for you now.. im sorry, di ko pa kaya makipag usap, kasi baka pag nakipag usap ako magmamakaawa lang akong wag mo na ituloy, tayo nalang.. Kayanin mo pa.. Bakapag nakita kita lumuhod ako sa harapan mo, wag mo lang to gawin, balikan mo lang ako.. But I cant.. di ko pa kayang mawala ka.. Pero kakayanin para sayo.. This will be a gift from me to you.. Im setting you free my Queen.. I Love You ALWAYS..   I LOVE YOU, Goodbye. 

Then finally you came home.. One of the best day of my life! March 8 2015.. Sinundo kita senyo, hahaha! Damn ayuko ipakita mukha ko habang papunta sa meeting place natin  hiya ako hihi! While talking and walkinh papunta sa place kabado ako haha! Excited sobra!!! ❤️ tapos sabi ko "nakita na kita" and I was like "shit! Daya! Argh!!! San ka ba kasi ng mayakap na kita" sa isip ko.. I entered 7/11 sa terminal and there you called my name "chai" ang sarap pkinggan lalo nat ikaw bumigkas nun.. I turn my head right and met your eyes.. Those beautiful eyes na hinding hindi konpagsasawaang tgnan, your eyes thats full of happiness, your smile na pang close up commercial! You waved at me.. Everything went to slow motion.. Everything was perfect.. I got stunned, frozed, and U know what? im willing to look at you forever! Magdamagan pa nga! Hahaha! I got teary eyed when I took my first step towards you.. Im like; this is it.. Sa wakas mahahagkan na kita, maamoy na kita, mahahawakan ko na kamay mo, makakausap na personally, after 6 months of waiting.. 

We talked like theres no tomorrow, HAHAHA! Pasegway pa nga ako eh pabanat banat, i even sing for you because I dont know I want to sing a song for you  with love ❤️ (all of me) hahaha akala mo naman tayo no hehe! We talked bout our favorites, ideal dates haha sakin alam na alam mo yan hehe  hanggan dumating si 3:45 am, Tuesday september 02, 2014 damn! Napasagot mo ako?! Hahaha! Jk!  I confessed and then boom. Tayo na haha! Mabilis no? Haha di pa nga tayo nagkikita eh.. The bad news is aalis ka papuntang Japan.. Pero I never make it as an excuse or what to change my mind.. I am willing to wait.. Kahit kelan katagal yan at kahit di pa tayo nagkikita  mahal kita at sigurado ako dun  days passed weeks months..

Cliché much haha pero from that moment I knew, I am ready, ready again to open my heart for someone, to love.. YOU.. But you know what? i fucking ignored it. Haha! Kasi baka naman kako masyado pang maaga  there, nakarating akong baguio, I was so happy nung sinundo ako nun nung isa kong manliligaw, not because of him, but because of you.. Haha ang cute mo kasi magselos  been waiting for you to call me the moment I came home (apartment) but you didnt beep my phone.. So akonnaman naiinis na haha I dialed your number.. I was so fucking nervous babe, HAHAHAH! Shit ito na! Makakausap na kita hihi  you answered it, guess what? HAHAHA I FROZED  shit! Ang ganda ng boses mo babe! Nakakinis kabado ako I swear hahaha! 

Alam ko di mo na to inoopen eh.. So dito nalang.. Remember the first time I heard your voice? Haha! Damn.. Kabado ako sobraaa, I never felt that before.. Nauutal pa nga ako eh, nagtatampo pa nga ako nung di ka tunawag feeling ko naman girlfriend mo ako nun no? Hahaha gusto ko sakin lang atensyon mo, hala naisip ko pa nga na baka may iba ka pang kchat at katext nun kaya di mo ako tinawagan nun eh  naalala mo pba? Paakyat akong baguio nun, kachat kita deresto, we talk about our past, what did that asshole and how stupid she is to break your heart.. from that moment I was so confused, hahaha! Kasi tang ina, I hve this urge to protect you, I want to take care of you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life..

Sims pa more HAHAHA!! I love you! :*

Babe!!!!