lee ☀️

pleaseeee i wanna delete the story i wrote when i was eleven so bad but i don’t remember my password 

if anyone is curious as to how i’m getting on nowadays i kin charlie spring so that’s pretty good answer. but i don’t see myself ever writing for wattpad again, i do plenty of my own writing still im actually in a creative writing class (doing pretty d@mn good at it if i say so myself), but i much prefer to share my writing with my class and friends. like, actual people who share my interests and skill level and can give me feasible feedback on it. not to say there aren’t real people with experience on wattpad, obviously not, it’s just different when it’s face to face. 
          
          anyways, it’s crazy to think i started this account when i was, what, twelve? sixth or seventh grade and i was just at a college visit the other week. writing and reading regularly on here feels like a life time ago tbh. i haven’t let go of the passion though. developing my own stories and characters nowadays though instead of fan fiction. 
          
          i guess that’s it? i don’t know. i like popping in just to say im still alive. 

still alive , sad , but alive. if u remember who i am ur a real one.

Hey you, yes, you specifically, you should watch Outerbanks. Very cool show. Anyways,  stan JJ Maybank 

I want to nuke all of my old fanfictions off the face of the Earth. They're so cringey and my current more original, creative writing is so much better. I get close to deleting the story and then once a month or so someone goes through and votes and comments on the story and i'm like, "well it might make them sad if i delete it...". So I don't and it just sits there making me cringe more and more, lmao

No mourners, no funerals.

I haven’t become a CORPSE simp, you have. (PS stream DAYWALKER on repeat) 

Happy Black History Month! During this month, more than ever, it’s important to explore and educate yourself on black history (obviously) and culture. Please be sure that any material, you may read, watch, listen to, etc. Is in fact coming from black voices themselves! 
          
          YouTube has created a playlist of black creators and voices, some videos are even for fundraisers! It’s easily accessible and should just pop up at the top of your feed. I haven’t fully watched it yet, only scanned over it since i am currently in class, but hopefully YouTube didn’t mess this up too, it’s a lot to ask, but, y’know, we can hope. 
          
          This will probably be a good introduction/way to kick off Black History Month and I encourage everyone, especially if you’re not a POC, to take the time to look through it and get yourself acquainted with BHM, it’s ideas, and of course black history and cultural. Its particularly  important to enrich yourself if you’re not a POC this February in light of recent civil unrest (especially in the USA). Here is the playlist if it doesn’t pop up into your YT feed for some reason: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLbpi6ZahtOH7-u2zfaPfQ1VwSUXpvyB7Y I will be trying to post about BHM often, Happy Black History Month everyone!

Me: *incoherently trying to explain the panic I felt when I remembered that boys can be rlly charming and pretty too*
          
          My straight friend confused why this is a dilemma: arent u bi tho?
          
          Me: YES AND THAT IS THE ENTIRE DILEMMA

I think I should get in the habit of posting once a month to let y’all know I’m still alive 
          I’m trying to get into the habit and back in the swing of things quarantine kinda killed my productivity but yknow it’s chill you will get an update at some point